Hello :)

He's Mine :)

2012-01-17T07:43:00.002+07:00

Gak tau kenapa yee gue bingung sama diri gue sendiri. ah kampret ! 2012 malah galau gajelas banget sumpadeh...
sebelumnya gue mau ngucapin
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRDA QONITA !!! MY BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS.. :)
Yeah although she didn't read it. tapi gue bener bener lupa dan ga sempet banget ngucapinnya...
ah maklum aja guekan di kampung....
okeoke sekarang gue mau cerita tentang seseorang yang mengisi harikuuuw eaaaa~
yaa gue belom bisa ngasih tau namanya,cuma gue harap dia bisa bantu gue buat move on dari yang lainnya (you know laaah)...
tapi yaa seperti biasa i always be the second best
udah biasa jadi yaudah deh mau gimana lagi?
tapi yang jelas,1 yang gue mau ya...dia gak kayak yang lainnya....
oh iya...ada kata kata di buku 5 cm yang greget banget buat gue

Woman was created from the ribs of a man
Not from his head to be above him
Not from his feet to be walk upon him
But from his side to be equal
Near to his arm to be protected
and close to his heart to be loved

keren banget kaaan ?

Love
safuranazlah

Failed 1 Year

2012-01-10T07:49:00.002+07:00

I've been waiting for this day when i'm with you
I had a dream to be with you for a long time
I had a dream to be the one for you
i have a dream to come back to you,but
you broke it all,so
i had a dream to come back to you...
i had a dream,just dream and never be come true.
i almost forgot this day,but my heart remind me.
i know this is wrong but i don't know how to make it right.
i love you,too much.
but it's over and never be back.

happy failed anniversary 1st year ABT :)

Love
Safuranazlah

Sorry Are You Indonesian ?

2012-01-10T07:28:00.002+07:00

Hello !!! Kali ini gue mau cerita tentang diri gue dan orang-orang yang udah pernah ngeliat gue secara langsung maupun foto.
bagi yang belom ngeliat gue,bisa liat di fot mana ajadeh.
dan abis kalian lihat foto gue,apa pendapat kalian ?
well banyak banget kejadian yang bikin gue risih sama tampang gue yang gak jelas ini. gue pernah disangka orang aceh lah,orang ambon lah,orang india lah,bahkan sampe orang arab. -.-
ohya..pernah pada suatu hari,gue jalan naik angkot sama nenek gue,terus ada ibu-ibu gitu.
nah si ibu tadi bingung gitu ngeliat gue. dan dia kayak mau ngomong tapi ketahan gitu. terus ya masa ibu itu akhirnya ngomong sama nenek gue
ibu : ibu darimana?
nenek : dari batusangkar
ibu : itu anak ibu?
nenek : bukan,cucu
ibu : oh orangtuanya orang arab ya?
gue : shock kaget ngakak dalem hati
nenek : hahahaha iyanih bapaknya arab
gue: sumpah nenek gue ngelawak
ibu : oh..pantesan..bisa bahasa indonesia gak bu?
gue : anjiiir sasaran empuk banget kalau gue ajakin bahasa arab
nenek: bisa kok,tapi dia bahasa arab
gue : tambah lawak

yaaa begitulah kira kira..dan semenjak itu,gue selalu di ledekin arab,sama keluarga gue.
rasanya pengen gue tunjukkin KTP gue kalau gue tuh orang Depok !!! Depok asli !! hahahaha
oh iya ada satu lagi!
pas gue sama risti,dema,nita ke pim,gue ditegur sama bule dan dia nanya
'are you indonesian?'
astagaaaaaaaaaaaaa apaansih ??? iyeee gue depok woy

Love
safuranazlah

curhat -_____-'

2012-01-03T06:58:00.003+07:00

gua liat video clip nya katy perry yang the one that got away,terus gue galau....hahaha
pas gue denger lagunya Laza Morgan juga gue galau...
pas nonton Step Up 3D eh ada Rick Malambrinya gua galau jugaaaaaa
pas gue bbman terakhir sama si Dee,galau jugaaa apalagi pas liat twitternya.
eh pas nyampe sekolah denger si itu bbman sama si itu,gue.......nyoba buat ga galau tapi akhirnya galau juga.
hhhh emang yeeek galau terus idup gue. tapi ya..ini udah 2012 gue mencoba untuk ngurangin porsi galau gue.
sebenernya gue ga mau mikirin hal ini asli ga penting banget! tapi back to my feeling,i can't lie that i still love him. ga tau deh kenapa ga bisa moved on. bisasih..tapi kenapa masih sesek gitu ? anjir bet deh.
ah tapi bisa ah. orang macem dia ngapain juga di galauin. ah tapi ah tapi....
dia suka ga ngerti gitukan apa mau gue,tapi guenya juga ga bisa meng ekspresikan apa mau gue. jadinya emang gue suka kesel sendiri. udah gitu masa ya tanggal 10 januari kita mau anniv setahun. hem...failed anniv.
tapi yaaa lo bisa bayangin gimana perasaan lo kalau seandainya mantan lo yang masih lo sayang deket sama temen lo yang satu kelas,satu bangku,bahkan satu kelompok pas outbond ? kebayangkan deketnya ketemu terus ? dan parahnya temen gue cerita cerita...eh ga parahsih ya pokoknya begitudah..
yaaa bisa ajakan gue ngedeketin temen temen dia terus gue minta kenalan,terus deket eaa
cuma guekan cewek dan ga penting juga. basih banyak boys around the world. gak harus temen temennya dia juga.
yah taudeh...dari dulu juga dia ga sayang sama gue ckck
#np we found love
tapi emang yaa kalau dalam sebuah relationship tapi ga ada keterbukaan satu sama lain,emang jatohnya sakit huhu.

Love
SafuraNazlah

I Love You :)

2011-12-30T15:45:00.010+07:00

HELLO !!! Wah gua udah mulai ketularan si autis Risti nih...hahahhaha.
hmm kali ini gue mau cerita kalau gue lagi jatuh cinta sama yang namanya Rick Malambri. anjiiiir sumpah dia ganteng banget ga boong.
mau liat ? nih nih gue kasih deh tapi jangan diambil yaaaa

Nah bandingin cobaaaaaaaaa hihihihi macho dua duanya sih :*
hmm adalagi
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH naksir berat gua sama diaaaa pokoknya kiss hug deh buat Rick

Love
SafuraNazlah

Love you more my girls :*

2011-12-27T22:38:00.004+07:00

okay...hari ini gue seneng banget!!! Soalnya gue ketemu sama para peri gue yang baik hati. huhuy..dimulai pada suatu malam,bokap gue bilang kalau dia harus pergi ke puncak. anjir disitu gue bete banget nget nget. akhirnya gue bbm aja si Rere, terus gak taunya gue diajak ke rumah Nita. Yeay! senenga banget gua. terus gue bbm Dema,eh katanya Dema ga bisa. Terus Dema bbm si Icha,eh Icha juga ga bisa. yaudah gue bbm Risti,dan sialnya dia bisa ! wkakakaka ampuuun.
gue udah bisa ngebayangin rusuhnya si Risti kalau dia ikut. lop pis en gahol ris. jadinya gue udah antisipasi.
paginya Rere bilang kalau dia bakalan nge jemput gue jam 10. ga taunya dia ngaret jadi jam 11.
pertamanya kita pergi jemput Risti dulu abis itu langsung cau kerumah Nita.
oh ya gue pake sepatu ribet dan paling ga nyantai sendiri -,-.
aaah sayang banget ga ada Dema sama Icha :(
pas dirumah Nita kan si Rere minta dibuatin gambar buat buku tahunan sekolahnya. yaudah gue nungguin sama Risti sambil foto foto. hmm ini dianaaaaaaaah Risti cantik kan ?lebih dari gue. tapi sayangnya dia udah ada yang punya si A*r*i*e namanya. heheheheh
oh ya pas gue buka itunes nya nita,gue ngeliat ada lagu Super Junior yang Mr Simple! wow !!! nita suka K-pop.
nah pas udah lama tuh,gue sama risti laper terus akhirnya kita minta makan dan go ke bakso cak man. nah gue laper banget dan gue pesennya banyak tapi ga abis :(
abis dari cak man,kita nge gahol ke Saint Cinnamon. hem...sebenernya sih numpang wi fi. oh ya ! dan si Risti,Rere,sama Nita manggil gua 'mama' tujuannya buat apa coba ? supaya gua nraktir mereka !! Kampret kan tuh bocah pada ?! yaudah..akhirnya gue nraktir mereka double chocolate dan mereka senang !hem...abis itu kita main games alay gitu namanya bieber kisser (pencium bieber) ah jadi pengen maen kan gua.....
gue udah ngakak ngakak tuh sama nita rere risti. sumpah kalau cafe kan suasananya tenang gitukan lah kita rusuh banget sumpah,sampe sampe manager nya pesen minuman.
ah ga nyambung sih.
sebenernya kita cuma nunggu segerombolan anak gaul di meja depan cepetan pergi,soalnya kita udah nge tag tempatnya. Karna kita para anak anak dibawah lindungan Allah,alhasil mereka pergi.
Pindah deh kita...terus kita liat lagunya astuti sama adu domba di youtube. hahahahah keren kan ? dan ternyata Risti hafal :0
terus kita foto foto deh

aaaaaaaaaaah gua sayang sama mereka.........

♥

love
safuranazlah

Hello everybody

2011-12-01T09:39:00.003+07:00

I just wanna tell you that thank you for visit :)
i hope you can enjoy my blog. what ever in this blog,it's just a past. and lets go to future
okaaaaaaaaay....
if you wanna ask something,you can leave the message on chat blog or email me shiro_mokona@hotmail.com
thank you and byeeee

Love
SafuraNazlah

:(

2011-09-27T07:25:00.001+07:00

Gue gak pernah tau sama skenario Allah. Dan gue juga gak akan pernah tau ternyata akan ada kejadian kayak gini .
Gue gak tau kalau ternyata gue harus di operasi. Dan disaat itu juga bondan ninggalin gue. yaAllah padahal gue butuh dia banget. Emangsih salah gue. Setiap manusia kan punya batas kesabaran dan mungkin bondan udah kehabisan kesabaran ngadepin gue. Tapi kenapa pas gue lagi butuh dia ?. tapi gue gak lama lama kok feel blue nya. Gue juga udah janji sama diri gue buat ga usah sedih. Yaudah cowok juga bukan dia doang kan ?. untung ada nita sama adalah seseorang yang nemenin gue pas operasi. Huhuy dia sih yang bikin gue fall in love lagi. Hahahha kocak deh kalau inget doi. Tapi yaaa sekali lagi,gue trauma deketin cowok. Oh ya! Gue pengeeen banget keluar dari asrama. Actually, gue ga betah. Gue ga bisa ngembangin bakat gue,dan gue juga ga bisa belajar maksimal. Tapi ya bagaimana lagi tapinya,semoga lulus dari sini gue bisa ke luar negri AMIN!. Hmm masalah penyakit gue. Gue alhamdulillah ya gak parah parah banget. Tapi sekarang efeknya ? 10 hari kurang lebih gue ga bisa nengok hahahhaa. Hmm pas gue di Rumah Sakit,ada gitudeh yg menghibur asli seneng banget bangetan. Tapi gue ga bisa ceritain soalnya terlalu rahasia. Okedeh udah yaaaa hihihi

Love
safuranazlah

galau sialan !

2011-09-15T14:56:00.000+07:00

gua galau anjiiiirrr !!! beberapa hari yang lalu ada temen gue yang ngaku ke gua kalau bondan nge dm-in dia. dan pas gue tanya ke temen temennya,ternyata dia anaknya emang suka ngerebut cowok orang. makin takut deh gue. apalagi si bondan yang emang orangnya terlalu 'ramah'.
udah beberapa hari ini juga gue gak bisa tidur gara gara masalah ini.
sejenak gue mikir kalau gue udah nyesel nerima bondan. harusnya pas dia nembak gue,gue tetep teguh sama pendirian gue,kalau gue ga mau pacaran. tapi karena gue percaya sama kata katanya dia yang bener bener ngeyakini gua,gua mau ngasih dia kesempatan. awal awal jadian anjiiir dia baik banget. tapi gak taunya makin kesini,makin kebalik. gue yang makin sayang sama dia. kalau dia ? hahahaha palingan udah bosen sama gue.
dan kabar itu....bikin gue takut. mungkin emang gue lagi kena karma kali yaa soalnya gue juga jadian pas bondan punya cewek. dan gue jadian sama bondan pas bondan sama ceweknya udah jalan sekitar 8 bulan. dan sekarang ? gua udah 8 bulan sama bondan,dan dia gitu juga sama cewek lain. temen gue sendiri pula.
kalau seandainya bondan mau selingkuh lagi,guesih peduli amat soalnya gue nyadar,gue ga ada buat dia 24 jam. tapi kalau sama temen gue selingkuhnya ? sumpah gak akan gue maafin !!!
dan sekarang,setiap gue denger dan ngeliat tuh cewek,perasaan gue sakit banget dan dada gue sesak. itu artinya gue ngerasa kayak gitu setiap hari. soalnya tuh cewek sebangku sama gua. SIAL!
abis fadhil,sekitar 3 tahun yang lalu,gue gak ada sayang sama cowok sampe segini. dan sekalinya gue sayang,kenapa harus sama dia ??????
oke ini kejujuran bondan,mau dia selingkuh sama temen gue itu atau enggak,yang jelas kalau gue tau,gue bakalan ngapus dia di bbm,facebook,twitter,msn,otak,pikiran,dan di hati gua.
eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
galau bet

withlove
safuranazlah

Aku tanpa 'mereka'..

2011-09-13T07:01:00.000+07:00

Hari selasa. bener bener hari yang gue tunggu banget. gue bisa online kurang lebih 90 menit. tapi itu rasanya sebentar banget nget. Sebelum hari selasa, banyak banget yang terlintas di otak gue apa yang mau gue tulis. tapi sekarang ? pas gue udah di depan keyboard,gue bingung malah mau nulis apa. hahahaha. aneh.
Beberapa hari ini pikiran gue lagi kacau! kacau banget. gue merasa makin gak betah aja disini. Gue jadi inget seminggu sebelum lebaran,gue bilang sama nyokap 'bu,kok di leher ku ada benjolan?' nyokap gue kaget dan dia bilang kenapa gue ga bilang dari kemaren kemaren. Oke,gue adalah tipe orang yang gak pernah ambil pusing masalah penyakit,apalagi gejala yang aneh aneh. Cuma benjolan biasa,gue pikir.
Habis lebaran,nyokap gue langsung minta gue biat cek darah sama rontgen (ronsen lah bahasa kitanya) dan gue nurutin itu. Dan selesai cek darah sama rontgen,gue disuruh Biopsi,oke gue ga begitu ngerti apa itu,tapi katanya itu tuh untuk ngambil benjolan di leher gue. Gue takut disitu. seserius itukah ? hahaha belom cukup sampai situ.
Keesokan harinya gue dibawa ke RSCM,disitu ada temen nyokap gue yang mau meriksa gue. Akhirnya gue dibawa ke suatu ruangan distitu gue udah takut dan ya! sesuai dugaan leher gue disuntik dan gue gak tau diapain lagi. Dan itu rasanya sakit,sakit sekali.... gue mengepal tangan gue menahan sakit. dan ternyata itu gak cukup sekali. Dan gue nangis...
Bokap gue nge bujuk gue pake es krim,akhirnya gue berhenti nangis dan gue mau disuntik lagi. Itu di leher dan beda sama di tangan pada biasanya. Sama kayak yang pertama,itu sakit banget,tapi gue udah agak lebih tenang......
Kepulangan gue dari jakarta ke padang diundur sehari. gue agak lebih lega. tapi tetep aja ada perasaan gak enak. Gue gak mau balik kepadang :( demi Tuhan gue gak mau...
Kenapa nyokap gue menunda kepulangan gue ? itu karna nyokap gue dapet kabar kalau oma gue sakit. Kalau gue jadi nyokap,gue down. gimana enggak ? anak sama ibunya sakit yang 'agak' serius. Bukan flu seperti biasa...
Gue sampe di padang hari jumat,tapi gue gak langsung kerumah oma. Gue kerumah sakit dulu buat ketemu sama temen nyokap gue,untuk konsultasi tentang penyakit gue. Disini gue udah mulai gak ngerti sama apa yang mereka omongin.Mereka pake bahasa kedokteran. Kebetulan nyokap gue juga dokter. Ternyata,pas di RSCM,gue gak di biopsi,tapi cuma di PA,gue gak tau pasti apa itu PA yang jelas kata 'A' nya itu adalah 'Anatomi'.
Dan katanya penyakit gue itu dari kecil dan baru ketauan sekarang. Apasiiih ???? Gue gak ngerti sumpah!
Pas di jakarta,gue dikasih obat yang harus gue minum selama 2x sehari selama seminggu. gue disuruh ngabisin obat itu dulu,abis itu gue kontrol ke dokter di sekolah gue.
hari sabtu,gue udah balik ke asrama dan itu rasanya tekanan buat gua. Nyokap gue ngobrol lagi sama dokter di sekolah gue. Gue tetep ga ngerti. *setiap dokter yang meriksa gue,mereka pasti ngeraba leher gue.
dokter itu punya perawat yang juga dengerin.
Besoknya nyokap balik ke jakarta,tapi gue tetep dalam pengawasan dokter,dan pas gue periksa lagi kemaren,gue cuma ketemu perawatnya.
gue ngobrol panjang sampai dia bilang kalau penyakit gue emang gak parah,tapi 'serius'. gue nanya banyak,tapi kakak itu gak mau jawab,katanya gue tanya sendiri aja sama nyokap gue,karena dia gak berwenang untuk ngasih tau ke gue,dia takut salah dan bikin gue shock. dia cuma bilang katanya pas kecil gue punya penyakit yang emang bisa nimbulin penyakit yang gue alami sekarang. ternyata 17 tahun penyakit itu baru nyerang gue.
Gue harus di biopsi ! God! gue takut...
Gue sering banget dibilang 'lebay' sama bondan. Astagaa seandainya dia tau..tapi dia gak akan pernah tau.
pernah gue iseng aja nanya ke fina 'fin,kalau gue mati gimana?' dan fina jawab 'gue bakal nangis sehari,abis itu gue bakal ngiklasin lo supaya lo seneng disana'
itu yang bikin gue mau nangis,gue lega sama jawaban dia.
Tapi gak cuma dia yg bikin gue semangat. tapi 'mereka' mereka yang sayang sama gue,mereka yang selalu ada. dan gue yakin,gue bisa hidup selama gue mau...
Jujur,gue bukannya mau lebay,tapi gue takut bener bener takut. Obatnya itu selama setahun dua tahun dan gak boleh berenti. tapi jujur gue berharap ini serius...soalnya gue bener bener pengen keluar dari asrama...
tapi pas gue dapet pencerahan 'kamu mau sha di jakarta tapi koma gak bisa ngapa ngapain?' yaaa gue gak mau jugalah... hahaha.
Gue bertahan demi Ibu,ayah,azi,zey,rere,deva,nabila,risti,dema,icha,nita,dan bondan,walaupun mereka bisa tanpa gue :')
Tapi sampai sekarang gak ada yang perlu di khawatirin,karna gue baik baik aja.

Sometimes it is not like what you want

2011-08-26T13:04:00.000+07:00

what do you feel ? i never hope. Gue baru aja ngelakuin kebodohan lagi. sebenernya kalau ngelakuin hal yang sama berkali kali itu namanya bukan kecelakaan ya tapi emang guenya yang emang mungkin udah blind dan bego.
kesalahan gua sama kok sama yang sebelom sebelomnya. dan akibatnya ? gua kehilangan orang yg gue sayang selamanya. dan mungkin udah ga bisa balik lagi.
tapi asal tau ajaya kenapa gue begitu. gue ngerasa aja waktu itu mantan gue ga sayang sama gue. dia ga peduli sama gue,gue cuma mau dia peduli sama gue. gue pikir dia fine fine aja gue begitu. toh care aja enggak sama gue. eh gak taunya katanya dia kecewa. well gue ga tau pasti ya dia kecewa knp,sampe detik ini GUE GAK TAU PASTI. banyak kemungkinan kan. bisa aja dia kecewa gara gara dia belom 'ngapa-ngapain' gue atau yaaa dia beneran syg sama gue. only him and god who knows.
#np-here without you
pas banget yee gue lg galau,sialan! tapi enggak. gua ga boleh galau terus cuy. mau sampe kapan. gue percaya kok nanti semuanya bakalan indah pada waktunya.
gue pengen bilang 'baby please dont go' tapikan ga mungkin. yaudah sih dari dulu jg dia udh punya cewek,gua ? yaaa paling cuma buat ngilangin suntuknya dia doang.
padahal gua ngarep banget dia syg sama gua :( . udeh ah janji kok ga galau.
*******
sejujurnya gue kurang suka sama sekolah dan keadaan gue yg sekarang.
emang ya sometimes everything is not like what you want :')

Long time no post

2011-08-25T19:00:00.000+07:00

Hello !!!! Aaaaaah kangen banget dah mau blogging. kangen juga nih sama bondan , banget banget huhuhu , kangen kevin , kangen james , kangen fadhil , kangen amyr , kangen bima , kangen kevin yg satu lagi , kangen dimas , kangen andre , kangen alan , kangen sobur , kangen muhsin , kangen rerecantik , kangen devaimut , kangen nabila , kangen tukang nasi goreng , kangen ini tukang somay , kangen pak satpam , kangen titin , kangen octavia , kangen julian , kangen miskin , kangen kaya , kangen sehat , kangen subur , kangen gersang , kangen hany , kangen adek ipar (hasna) , kangen mami , kangen papi , kangen pak tubuh , kangen pak erwin , kangen pak achmad , kangen pak agus , kangen pak sanny , kangen bu een , kangen bu dewi , kangen bu devi , kangen bu agus , kangen bu elia , kangen na , kangen bang yadi , kangen farhan (si pacar) , kangen tetangga sebelah rere , kangen tetangga sebelah deva , kangen tetangga sebelah nabila (artis loh) , kangen tetangga sbelah rumah , kangen cherrybelle,kangen 7icons. dan lain lain, dadaaa

there's girl

2011-08-21T19:18:00.001+07:00

There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)

Verse:
Love you cause you are, every single star
In the constellation, that’s enlightening my heart
Special gift from Jah, wherever you are
Girl you got more presence than a hundred santa
clauses,
And I know (I know) we’ll stand together when the world
falls down
And I know (I know) that our forever’s gonna start
right now, yeah

Chorus:
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

Verse:

These are hardest times, love’s so hard to find
Blessed is the man who has a woman at his side
This for you I write, never do me wrong
If you’re ever missing me just listen to this song
And you know (you know) we lay together when the sun
goes down
And I know (I know) still be together when it comes
back ’round (back round,
yeah)

Chorus:
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me if me go to war (my girl)
There’s this girl, the one and only wonder of this
world (my world)
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough (yeah) if me
rich or poor (yeah)
She stay down with me till we in the floor (my girl)

I said she stay down with me if me go to war
I said she stay down with me till we in the floor

Outro:
Girl give me everything I need
She’s there every time I call upon her, ya know?
My Girl, it’s Laza…

How Are You ?

2011-07-03T21:48:00.001+07:00

Cibubur, 03 juli 2011

Dear Shiro

Hallo !! Apa kabar ? gue harap lo baik-baik aja disana. Kayak gue disini yang mungkin cukup baik. udah 3 tahun ya kita ga kontak. palingan cuma pas lo ulang tahun aja. hmm..masih inget gak ya lo sama gue? gue aja masih inget sama lo.
Oh ya! Siapa pacar lo sekarang ? gue udah tau kok. ga nyangka banget ya lo bisa ngelupain semuanya gitu aja. Gak kayak gue yang udah bertahun-tahun tetep aja ga bisa ngelupain lo. Gimanasih caranya ? mencoba untuk benci ? Gak bisa,lo terlalu indah buat gue lupain. kenangannya terlalu banyak. Tau gak ? gue susah nyari pengganti lo. Susah banget! Terserah mau lo nganggep gue murahan,cengeng,atau apalah yang jelas ga ada yang bisa gantiin lo. setiap gue pdkt atau pacaran sama orang, gue ga pernah ngerasain kayak apa yang gue rasain pas sama lo. Mereka gak ngelindungin gue pas gue kena teror. Mereka gak nenangin gue pas gue nangis. Mereka gak ngebela gue kayak lo ngebela gue pas gue lagi dimarahin sama temen lo. Semuanya gak sama...gak ada yang kayak gitu. Gak ada yang ngasih gue kado pas gue ulang tahun kayak lo yang malu-malu ngasih kado ke gue pas gue ulang tahun.
hmm sebenernya gue ga mau bahas,tapi gue kangeeeen banget sama lo. dan pas gue liat foto lo sama cewek lo,gue ngerasa itu posisi gue dulu. tapi sekarang enggak.
yaaa itu ajasih yang pengen gue sampein. nanti kalau adalagi gue sampein lagi kok.
oke ya gue harap lo selalu sehat,dan lo ga akan terganti sampai kapanpun.

love
pochi

Honey,i'm feel 'nothing' when i'm with you

2011-07-02T22:44:00.000+07:00

hey ! do you know ? i love you so damn! but....
i opened my facebook. hmm i wanna see him ! click. and taraaa ! thats his profile. i click his info and i'm shocked when i saw your relationship status 'in a relationship with...' so, i'm felt so broken its sick inside. but i tried to erase it. and forgot it.
log on twitter hmm i think it's very better than i must log on facebook. and i saw your profile. not bad.
Darling,actually i'm feel so sick. very sick. it's hurt. inconsolable.
you never reply my mention,you never said that you love me. i'm waiting yeah i'm waiting.
do you know ? when i said i wanna break up its mean i want you to didn't let me go. i want you to say you need me. once more i'm waiting.
you never proud to be my lover haha never like i do. if you never be like that, so why you asked me to be your girlfriend,why ? tell me why darling. she's more beautiful than me (yeah of course sasha) she's meaningful for you. so what do you want from me ? just wanna hurt me ? wanna make me sick ? i'm feel so nothing ! nothing ! nothing ! i'm meaningless. should i give up ?

withlove
safuranazlah

How?

2011-06-29T03:22:00.000+07:00

'Aku gak kuat, ini sulit untukku!' kata itu tiba-tiba saja keluar dari bibirku. 'kau pasti bisa,percayalah ini hanya perasaan sementara'. Ku dengar suaranya di seberang sana, hmm sepertinya dia tetap tenang menghadapi gerutuanku. haha mungkin sudah biasa. aku kesal padanya, aku marah. Ingin sekali rasanya aku menangis,hah. 'bersabarlah sayang, kau akan tau manfaatnya suatu saat nanti,ketika kau jauh dariku, ketika aku sudah tidak bisa bersamamu'. Air mataku menetes. Ya! aku mulai menangis. entah apa perasaanku saat itu. 'tapi aku...' kalimat itu tidak sampai karna aku tak kuasa menahan tangis. Aku mematikan telfonnya lalu menangis. Bagaimana mungkin aku bisa melewatinya ? ini berat dan tidak ada yang bisa menolongku. Astaga..ternyata ada orang yang sedari tadi memperhatikanku. Dia menghampiriku lalu mengusap punggunggku untuk memberiku sedikit tenaga. Dia berhasil ! tangis ku reda dan aku mulai berbicara. 'sampai kapan aku harus seperti ini? sungguh aku tak sanggup' ku tatap matanya yang lembut. 'percayalah,mereka hanya menginginkan yang terbaik untukmu'. Suaranya lembut seperti ibuku. haha bukan! dia sahabatku, ku rasa hanya dia yang mengerti aku disini. Pikirannya lebih dewasa dariku walaupun dia satu tahun lebih muda dariku. Aku mencerna kata-katanya, ternyata yang apa yang dia katakan benar! dan tak seharusnya aku terpuruk seperti ini.
Sudah setahun aku berada ditempat ini. seakan tempat ini berubah. ini bukan lagi neraka bukan lagi penjara, melainkan tempat biasa yang bisa menghasilkan anak luar biasa nantinya. Aku buktikan kepada mereka. Aku berhasil dan mereka tersenyum bangga. ku berikan gaji pertamaku kepada mereka,kecil tapi aku yakin mereka tidak melihatnya. yang mereka lihat adalah kerja kerasku. Ya ya aku tidak akan tau bagaimana akhirnya jika mereka tidak ada disampingku. Orang-orang yang menyayangiku dan selalu ada.

love
safuranazlah

Stuck in the middle with you

2011-06-28T17:30:00.000+07:00

Alhasil setelah kurang lebih 24 jam gue putus sama si ehem...akhirnya gue balikan. ceritanya sih ya ga usah diceritain soalnya dia bakalan marah kalau tau cerita sebenernya. asli gue ga berani gitukan tapi akhirnya ada peri penolong yang ngasih support gitu,hehehe. ya pokoknya udah balikan deh.
kalau gue inget inget kejadiannya gue pengen ketawa dah,yaa cuma gue,tuhan, sama si little princess yang tau deh.
ya yang jelas begitudah cerita singkatnya. semoga aja bisa awet AMIN.
ga tau ye gue cuma sama dia yang putus balik putus balik.
stuck in the middle

love
safuranazlah

officially yours ABT :) Until break up

2011-06-27T15:35:00.000+07:00

HELLO !!!! asli udah lama banget gue ga posting. ga sempet soalnya sibuk sekolah.
oke kali ini gue mau cerita tentang ehem...
awalnya gue benci banget sama dia,sumpah kesel gua,dia gangguin gue mulu hmm menurut gue. dia berisik banget sumpahdah sampe-sampe gue ngadu ke jod kalau dia gangguin gue. hahaha. maap ye.
tapi makin kesini, dia baiiiik banget. akhirnya dia nembak gue. abis itu guekan males pacaran,tapi karna gue percaya sama dia,jadi gue terima. awalnya dia baik gitu perhatian. eh ternyata makin kesini makin sering banget dia ngecewain gua. ternyata dia masih punya cewek lah,yang gue ga dianggep lah. gue tau maksudnya dia ga nganggep gue MUNGKIN karena takut ketauan ceweknya atau temen temennya. tapikan itu resiko. ya gue kecewa banget. gue ga tau kalau ternyata dia punya cewek,dia ga jujur. sumpah deh kalau gue tau gue ga akan mau. akhirnya gue minta putus kan. dia ga mau,gue paksa. udah 5 bulan gue jalan sama dia,kalo ditanya sayang ya udah sayang gue sama dia. aslidah berat pas putus,tapi gimana lagi ? gue ga mau diginiin. ga dianggep,lagian dia juga punya cewek. kalo gue tetep mau sama dia,berarti gue udah nyakitin tuh cewek dong kalau seandainya ketauan. gue pernah diselingkuhin makanya gue ga mau jadi selingkuhan. pas putus sempet nyesel sama sedih gitu tapi yaudah,daripada gue ngerebut pacar orang.
oke segitu ajedah gue ceritanya. daripada keinget mulu sama dia.
kalo ditanya masih sayang apa gak,yamasih hehe.
oke byeeee

love
safuranazlah

anniv

2011-04-20T17:56:00.000+07:00

First time I know you,I really hate you. But now ! You stole my heart with and made me love you with your attitude
What did you do to my heart? Why my heart can't stop beating?
Oh gosh ! You make me fall,fall in love.
And you said you love me,and you asked me to be your girlfriend.
And I hate it. And I know its only flirting but I'm melting and I accept that.
1 month ago ! That you said "would you be my girlfriend?" I don't know what I'm feeling.
I'm just feel that you're kidding me. But I think you're serious and I'm melting for many time.
Are you sure wanna be my boyfriend? I hope its true. I hope you always tell the truth.
I don't know what happen with my heart. I don't know what I'm feeling. I always said that I never trust you.
But you make me sure and back to trust you.
Maybe I never forgot my fucking ex but I try to love you as long as I can.
If I'm failed I will TRY and TRY.

Never leave me and always beside me,whenever I need you and I miss you

Happy anniversary 1 month ABT :D

we belong together

2011-02-09T15:40:00.000+07:00

Sweet love

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go

I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

Cause I didn't know you

Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice

Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, ?cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place?
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me

"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep
(Too deep)
I gotta change the station

So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"

And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong

The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
And it's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
?Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place?
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
?Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place?
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

guilty

2011-02-09T11:49:00.000+07:00

I was so wrong for so long.
itu udah sering banget gua bilang. kenapa deh gua selalu nyakitin orang yang sayang sama gue ataupun yang gue sayang ? gue emang fool banget iya tau deh gue.
baru baru ini gue kena marah sama abang gue. eh sumpah sampe sekarang juga gue ga bisa maafin diri gue sendiri. Kalo keliatannya sih dia emang ga marah,tapi gue yakin di hatinya pasti kesel deh sama gue.
gak tau tadi pas ketemu dia gue udah kayak apaan tau,gue malu campur rasa bersalah.
gua udah sayaaang banget sama dia. udah gue anggep kayak abang gue sendiri. eh sekarang dia marah. gue udah kayak kehilangan kepercayaan dari dia. sedih banget gue. padahal dia udah percaya gitu sama gue.
perasaan gue random banget deh sekarang.

i dont need your chance
but i hope you give me a chance
if you give me a chance
i will use it carefully

Love
safuranazlah

Maaf

2010-11-18T17:15:00.000+07:00

Gua tau ya emang dengan maaf aja gak cukup.
tapi cuma itu yang bisa gue lakuin. gue udah bingung ga tau lagi harus kayak gimana.
boy i do everything i can to make you come back :(
seandainya ya gue ga cerita itu.bahkan ya seandainya kalo gua ga ngelakuin itu. pasti dia ga akan marah sama gue.
tapi sekali lagi ya, gue sama sekali gak tau kalo ternyata jody masih sayang sama gue, sama sekali gue gak tau. bahkan gue aja selama ini gak yakin kalo dia suka sama gua. jadi ya pikiran gue saat itu kacau banget.
oke tapi yang harusnya disalahin emang gue, bukan cuman jody aja yang marah sama gue,tapi semuanya marah sama gue.
hmm...disini gue mau minta maaf banget buat semuanya.terutama sama jody.aku sayang kamu tau banget ):

if you ask me to do something for make you come back and i can i will do it.

Nyeseeeel !

2010-11-18T12:38:00.000+07:00

Oke sesuai title gue,hem kali ini gue mau bilang kalo I'M SO FOOL AND IDIOT.
kenapa gua ngerasain kayak gitu ? karena gue udah ngelakuin apa yang harusnya gak gue lakuin. Well pada akhirnya gue kehilangan (mungkin) orang yang gue sayang.
kayaknya di postan gue yang sebelum sebelumnya udah gue bilang ya kalo gue sayang sama jody hem tapi kayaknya dia enggak sayang sama gue.
udah hampir 2 bulan jody ga ada kabar,dan pas gue tau dia udah punya pacar,sumpah sakit gua dan jujur ye gue langsung nangis ke kakak gue. hem cengeng banget dah gue.hem oke lupain.
pas hari senin kalo gak salah dia mau kerumah gue dan pas gue sms dia ga bales,gue telfon dia gak ngangkat dan yaudah lost contact aja sebulan lebih. pas dia ga ada kabar,pas banget james balik dari NZ dan dia ngajakin ketemuan dan oke kita ketemuan.
abis itu gue balik kan ke sekolah dan baru idul adha gue libur dan gue beraniin diri nyapa jody. Ga taunya dibales dan gue seneng bgt. gue nyoba sms dia tuh dan dibales juga yaudah hampir seharian smsan. Tapi jujur ada hal yang nge ganjel gitu yang pengen gue kasih tau ke dia.
yaudah kan gue nanya boleh otp atau enggak dan dia ga bales.
hem pas msn gue nyapa terus dia bales kan akhirnya gue jujur sesuatu.
gue ga nyangka responnya dia bakalan marah,hem gue ga tau ya dia beneran marah atau enggak. oke terus gue dimarahin abis abisan. sumpah sedih gua. hati gua tuh rasanya gimanaaaa gitu,kayak sakit gitu serius deh.mata gua perih bener pen nangis,yaudah gue telfon kak lanti yang baik cantik gitu,oke lupain.
jody yang gua kenal ye baik banget nget,eh sumpah jadi berubah jadi jutek.
gua nanya kan ye ke dia gini "kamu masih sayang gak sih sama aku?"
terus dia jawab "tolong dipikir ae,denger lau ** sama james aku marah"
oke gue gue udah mikir dan jawabannya ya menurut gue,gue ga tau.
kalo dia sayang sama gue,kenapa dia tega banget ga ada kabar terus jadian sama cewe lain gitu. dia bikin gue hopeless,dan pas gue nanya itu dia ga mau jawab,hem dia marah bangetlah sama gue.
jujur ya gue tuh sama james kayak gitu karena gue ngerasa kalo jody udah lupa sama gue,dia udah ga sayang atau gak pernah sayang sama gue,jangankan sayang suka aja enggak kayaknya. tapi ini menurut insting sotoy gua sih,tapi gue ga tau kenyataannya,cuma dia sama tuhan dah yang tau.
tapi yang jelas ya gua sayang banget sama dia,ck. Dalem banget ye gue sekalinya suka sama cowo kayak begini. pas sama fadhil begini juga hem oke fadhil udah 2 tahun lupainlah.
tapi ya gua tuh emang bego banget banget. kenapa gua sama james sih ? hah hah ? anak ter oon ya gua emang. Kalo iya jody bener bener kagak mau contact gua lagi,aduh gue ga tau deh harus gimna :(
apalagi ya kalo misalnya die punya cewe lagi hedeh,gua pen ini ah pen beramal biar kagak sakit lagi gua.
mungkin iye kali ye gua kurang amal jadinya begini.ckck.

tau gak kalo gue beneran sayang sama lo? tau gak kalo gue tuh ga cuma sepik aja? tau gak gue hopeless? tau ga tau ga ?

Someone who is always there and never move away

2010-11-15T17:12:00.000+07:00

I stared blankly closet, while my mother came into my room and saw I was staring into an uncertain direction, empty ..
while my mother sat next to me and asked what had happened, I was silent and still with me blankly.
patiently, she waited until I want to talk why I stopped daydreaming and staring aimlessly.
With a trembling feeling, I'm crying in my mother's lap, I cried without saying anything.
Like bond between mother and child, my mother was crying, too.
I was surprised when my mother was to know the reason why I could be like this. My mother said it was not me, I was always cheerful and always smiling I've turned into a starry-eyed and staring blankly.
And my mother knew my problem was I was at school without telling my mother.
then my mother stroked my hair as she wept and said:
"This is life, life is a problem, not the name of life without a problem, you will not be able to live without problems, this is a test for you, you have to get through, do not you run away from trouble, because it will make you become a coward, face the problem with cool head, that's a test to be good, be good kid. Whatever the test, will be rewarded one day "
I was crying, louder and louder because I could not see my mother cry, I can not bear to hear the greeting.
then my mother said again:
"Cry at will you, if it makes you feel relieved, your problem, my problem is, I'm not going to let you live your problem alone"
I paused from my tears, and I think that: "I have to go through my problem and I'll try not to run away from this problem"

Thank you mom .. I love you more than anything.

For my lovely daddy

2010-10-16T12:05:00.000+07:00

For my lovely daddy

Yah,tau ga ? saza masa mimpiin ayah . I sat on your lap and I ate a chocolate, after I dreamed about that , im cried. I really wanna hear your voice dad L

I miss you so bad I cant sleep , can I hear your voice if just only one minute ?

Im sick daddy, im hurt. I tried to call you but you never answer my telephone.

Dad,I do my promise right now to be what you want .i try to be “soleha”,but im still your little girl.Dad,I hope when you read this letter you remember me and do you know ? im crying again for many time. I don’t know why, Im still thinking in this school it like I live in a jail.Maybe im homesick .

Now 09.45pm,I remember when I was at home,we watched together in your room,you,mother,brothers and i. And you always said “ come on,we’re family ,do not stay on your bedroom” and im very sad when I remember that.

Daddy,waiting for me ya,until I’ll be a successful journalist , a successful girl.

I’ll make you and mother happy!

I PROMISE,YOU CAN KEEP MY PROMISE

Bust it baby part 1

2010-09-21T07:54:00.001+07:00

1st time we had sex, it was like a movies
Both of us fell asleep, both of us was woozy
Love how she say my name, love how she do me
Gained feelings for her kinda quick, kinda blew me
Found myself thinking bout her, shit kinda spooked me
More time we spent together more she got attached
I love being around her, seem like the perfect match
She ain't blow my phone up and she ain't never hack
She knew her place, played her role, and she was cool with that
"What you doin" "Where you goin" questions she don't ask
She took my mind off the streets she helped me relax
She wanted to VIP her face she put me on my back

Her sex game crazy
Body so amazing
Kiss like she cravin
Walk like she taken
Attitude mistaken
Fiend for her daily
Care about her greatly
Why she my bust it baby

What we did last night got me wantin to call her
If I wasn't real homie I'd probably stalk her
From the hood, when she get drunk she talk proper
Got kinky with her, told her dress up like a lawyer
I was the judge last night I gave her all the orders
Worked it real good turned her round and doggystyled her
Told her if I gave her any more might have to charge her
Felt the vibe in the room the feelings getting larger
Took her from the bench and I done turned her to a starter
Tastes like sugar, smell like water
Now she into goons all off what I taught her
What I do to her make her care about me harder

Her sex game crazy
Body so amazing
Kiss like she cravin
Walk like she taken
Attitude mistaken
Fiend for her daily
Care about her greatly
Why she my bust it baby

walaupun artinya hem....tapi gue suka aja lagu ini hahaha

Perasaan diriku saat ini

2010-09-19T16:00:00.000+07:00

Hey !! waakakak gua jiji sendiri sama judul post-an gua yang ini.
aduh gua lagi galau nih ah,masa ye gue saking galaunya ampe ampe gue download lagu cinta satu malam,terus kan ye lirik lagunya gua tulis di twitter,aduh cacat tingkat dewa nih gua,hem.
oh iye terus ye kan gua ge tweets gini "cinta satu malam oh indahnya" eh di RT sama si Devalia begini "bukannya siang sha?" gua sempet mikir gitukan eh pas gua konek wanjrit itu toh maksudnya,ckckc astaghfirullah.Ngomong ngomong masalah ntu,jadi inget gua si james besok pulang unyuuu :3,ah jadi ga tenteram lagikan idup gua,ntar pasti die sms atau msn gua dah oke kePDan bener gua,tapi biasanye gitu,hem bilang ae udah punya cowo -,-
p.s : stop please just let me go
oh iye tadi malem gua ke kondangan ye masa,aduh sumpah dah kalo bukan tante gua,gua ga mau dateng deh,orang gue paling ngeri sama penganten,tapi untungnye tante gue semalem ga serem serem amat,cuma tangannya aja yang di gambar gambar gitu.Eh udah gitu ye gua ketemu nyokapnya dimas masa,aduuh udah dag dig dug gua deg deg an.
kan nyokapnya lagi ngobrol sama om,bokap,tante,ya banyak dah,eh gua datengkan terus tiba tiba nyokapnya bilang gini "eh ini sasa yang suka smsan sama dimas ya?" wakaka dalem ati gua "hem ga tau aje isi smsnye" teruskan gue tanya "kok tau tante ?" terus kata si tante begini "iyadong kan dimas suka cerita" aduh mampuy gua dimas cerita apaan aje tuh ? hahaha jadi malukan -__________-"
oh iye masa emak gua malu maluin bener,masa dia bilang gini "sa,bantuin dong luthfi siapa tau nanti kamu dijadiin mantu sama umi" errr mak luthfi kan sodara gua mak...yang bener ae elah.
oh iye gua galau lagi nih,masa ye gue kan sayang gitu ye sama jody,tapi die nye keanya kagak,aduh kesian bener idup gue.
oh iye si icha katanye mau nge post tentang kisah perselingkuhan gua,ett dah keanya kagak pernah gua selingkuh,orang gua setia begini :p
eh masa gua tiba tiba naksir sama eminem wakakakakak konyol bet gua,sama gua juga naksir yang duet sama lady gaga di "just dance" hahaha ganteng dah,suaranya juga indah gitcyu -,-
gue pen balik lagideh ke jakarta,gue pengen nemenin icha... :'(
gue udah bilang kan ke salah satu temen gue buat ngejagain dia,tapi nyatanya ? hem..
gue ngerasa salah banget udah ninggalin icha sendirian disekolah lak*** itu woops sorry.
tapi gimana ye cha ? gue juga ga bisa disitu lama lama.
coba aje ye lu bisa ikut gua :'(
kalo lagi ngumpul sama temen temen gue disana,gue selalu inget lu gimana cha ? apa lo lagi ngumpul juga sama temen temen lo ?
yaampun cha im feel so guilty :(
gue pengen ngasih lo sesuatu tapi belom sempet sempet cha kita ketemu,nanti ya gue janji bakal nemuin lo.
okey ya gue sama icha emang punya kesamaan,dia dari BM (Bakti Mulya) gue dari sesat dan yaa sama sama aje sih,eh disuruh pindah ke daerah yang gue ga ngerti sama anak anaknya,ya begini deh jadinya,helah kenapa deh sama anak anak fh itu ? gua ngerasa keanya seakan akan mereka ga mau temenan sama kita gara gara kita dari jakarta,hem emang kenapa anak jakarta ? songong?blagu ? gak kan,kita nyoba open sama kalian tapi kalian yang ga pernah welcome sama kita,apasih salah kita ?
chaa sabar ya sayang tinggal 2 tahun lagi lu cao dah.

oke gue barusan dapet kabar,kalo yang duet sama lady gaga di just dance itu si eminem,wah pas nih gua berarti lagi jatuh cinta sama eminem,aduh tapikan aku masih punya mas Drake -,-

hem makin ngaur nih gua,udah ye mau lanjutin tweet-ing sama icha dan lain lain.
byeee

xoxo
safuranazlah

2010-09-16T21:37:00.000+07:00

I was sick, but I was silent.
I'm angry, but I'm always looking forward
I cry, and I always cover up my sadness
You will never know what I feel because you never asked me what I feel.
and I would never show my feelings of sadness, anger, and my pain to you, because I just want you to see me happy and smiling when i'm with you.
I did because I love you, even if you do not ever feel what I feel.

never angry with me again darling

i love you J

SafuraNazlah

The little things that he need

2010-09-01T18:03:00.000+07:00

I know what he wants, I understand what he needs, but him ...
he has not ever understood what I wanted, he could never understand what I need.
I keep trying, trying to make him understand me. I'm not perfect like another women, and one thing, I'm not a cheap hooker.
but he can make me always love him.
he could always make me fulfill what he wants.
I tried to make him will not be disappointed, and always felt comfortable being around me
and he slept beside me, and when I woke up I saw his face
It is a ...

boon

for someone who had my heart

2010-09-01T15:17:00.000+07:00

hello !!! i'm coming home today oh god i miss all my friends and my...hem.

love
safuranazlah

memory

2010-07-11T17:14:00.000+07:00

a million memories stored in my mind, and will never be erased by anything.
it's just that sometimes I try to delete them, but the memory is hard to lose.
Sometimes, I cry here, when no one besides me.
I miss, miss with all the memories that we have passed.
you remember? when we love each other, how happy I am at that time.
and I ask, can we repeat all that?

You remember? when we gather together, telling our experiences.
I ask, when do we get like that again?

It could only be kept in my memory

Love
safuranazlah

its all because of my future

2010-07-08T22:44:00.000+07:00

Kamis,itu tandanya 3 hari lagi gue udah harus ninggalin semuanya,artinya gue bakalan ninggalin dunia internet,bb,dan apapun yang beruhubungan dunia maya atau hem dunia main lah.

jadi mulai hari minggu gue udah mulai masuk asrama :(

hem udah pisah gue sama semua orang yang gue sayang,dan gue bakalan ngejalanin hidup baru disini,azeek kayak orang kawinan aje.

okay,doain gue ya semoga gue bisa,ini kan keputusan gue,dan yaudah keputusan udah diambil ya harus ngejalanin,lagian ini juga kan buat masa depan gue juga.

disini gue belajar hidup mandiri,jauh dari orang tua,dan gue bayar apa apa harus sendiri.

okay dan gue kangen banget sama deva,nabila,rere,dan sama anak anak yang lainnya...

hem ada pesen nih ya buat nyokap gue.

Bu,aku sayang sama ibu,cuma ini yang bisa aku lakuin,aku janji aku bakalan sungguh sungguh.

aku emang ga bisa ngomong langsung kalo aku sayang ibu,tapi jujur dari hati yang paling dalem aku sayang sama ibu,makanya aku mau ngambil keputusan ini,walaupun ada dampak negativ nya tapikan aku tau banyakan dampak posistive kok.

okay ya sampe sini dulu,byeeee

i miss you guys

love

safuranazlah

Good bye Jakarta :') Hell-o West Sumatera :)

2010-07-02T10:24:00.000+07:00

Hello blogzyyy !! udah lama gak ketemu ya hem sekalinya ketemu gue pengen ngucapin perpisahan buat jakarta :'( pokoknya doain aku lulus tes yaaaa.

oke ya ini pesen pesen dari gue buat semua orang yang gue sayang.

Buat Devalia Mesha : always be my little princess,be a nice girl yaaa i love you :) oh ya pokoknya gua pulang lu udah harus punya pacar yaaa...hahahahah oh ya gelangnya aku pake kok

Buat Ayuni Dwi Resita : heh awas lu ye macem macem pokoknya kalo sampe gua denger lu macem macem hem liat aja gua bakalan marah..ahahahhaha makasih ya minnie nya bakalan gue simpen i'll miss you darling :')

Buat Nabila Dwi Yasti : jagain si sella sama sena yaaa adek gua juga tuh,makasih bonekanya bakalan aku simpen sampai kapanpun :') oh ya titip sobur juga wkakakakkaak

Buat Rizhadania Carina : pas setahun kita kenal ya tapi kita udah pisah lagi aja,hem pesen dari gua kalo ada apa apa cerita sama gua,kalo lo ga ada yang nemenin udah lo ke dema aja..jangan mau diinjek injek tuh kayak mereka nginjek gua. Oke !! I LOVE YOU MY BEST :')

Buat Risti,Nita : hem disatuin aja ya..ga banyak yang mau gue bilang tapi ya gue minta maaf atas semua perlakuan gue sama kalian baik yang disengaja atau yang engga.Oh ya buat risti,gue minta maaf banget ya yang ada issue gue ngeluarin erika tapi sumpah demiAllah itu BUKAN gua,gua difitnah,terserah mau percaya apa enggak.Gue sayang sama kalian :')

Buat Demasa Fetalita : Jagain icha yaa kalo dia ga ditemenin lo yang nemenin,jangan sampe dia nangis mulu kayak gua,okay ;) Ohya lupain ajatuh si A hahahahah good luck ya sama si G

Buat Ratih Ikha : awas lu ye gue pulang lu bikin gua jantungan lagi,hahahahahah pokoknya tetep jadi tempat dimana aku mengadu ya...you're my best friend ever after :)

For J : can we be a good friend ? why you always like that huh ! you make me confused,you're so selfish,i hope we can be a good friend without S*X.

Dimas Taufan : You'll learn to hate me But still call me baby so call me by name
gue ga pernah tau sebenernya lo tuh gimana, i relly like you hem maybe i love you,tapi kalo lo minta gue buat ngejauh okay gue akan coba before i really really love you so damn so much.Eh tapi susah tau tapi harus dicoba hahahaha.Maaf ya kalo ada salah :)

oke deh ya pesawatnya udah mau boarding jadinya aku harus matiin laptop.huahua
see you next month yaa

i'll miss you guys muah :*

xoxo

safuranazlah

my love

2010-06-21T18:21:00.000+07:00

I'm her baby, she my shawty
Oooooooooh we rockin (Eh!)
We got our shit all up in the press
And they hatin

Now who's right there
Every time you cry
Go to sleep
And wake up on your side
Endless love
I always provide
They hatin' on us
And you should know why

But who's been lovin' you lately?
Who's willin' to go half on the baby?
Who, who, who's tryin' to flag our ship?
They just tryin' to get the love you give
But baby

[Chorus]
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Oh, oh, oh

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

So they don't understand
Why I never leave you
Explain my love
I don't need to
Got everybody way up
In our business
'Cause leaving each other
Stay on they wish list

I see them reaching every time
You call me baby
They on my back like a shirt
Get off me baby
They don't love me
Let 'em wonder why
Here to stay
And they goin' bye bye

Who's the one calling you baby?
Who's in love with yo ass like crazy?
Who, who, who's gonna flag down our ship?
Just tryin' to get the love you give
Baby

Girl my love is your love
And there ain't nothing in this world
That they can do to make me give you up
Ooo, ooo baby
You will always be my girl
So let 'em do whatever
Say whatever
'Cause I ain't givin' you up
No, no, no, no

Pretty baby
No, no, they don't know
No, no, they don't know
No, no, they don't know
No, no, they don't know

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh.

capek -,-

2010-06-21T15:11:00.000+07:00

heh gua capek tau ga ? ngerti orang cape ga ? gue tuh malesnya lo tuh gini,gue tuh ngalah mulu,elo kapan bisa ngalahnya hah ?

Down with you

2010-06-15T17:26:00.001+07:00

Won't you raise you glasses
Cause the day is nearly done
And the time has surely come
Grab my arm and follow me
Wander through the crowded bar
Though I don't know who you are

Even if I shout out
The music's too loud
I wanna give you my number
But I'm feeling too proud

Oohhh I just wanna get down with you
I just wanna get close to you
Ooooh I just need to confirm it's true
What I'd do to be alone with you

We've been dancing here all night
It's the way you catch my eye
Making me just wanna die
Never met no one like you
I don't know how you feel
But I'm sure this is real

Let me step out the light
While you find your keys
It's been the lovliest night
I don't want you to leave
Ohh no baby

Oohhh I just wanna get down with you
I just wanna get close to you
Oooh I just need to confirm it's true
What I'd do to be alone with you

We could sneak out a bottle and take a slow walk back to your house
We could head back to yours and make an early breakfast
Stay up all night long and chat about our childhood memories
We could hold each other drifting in and out Of sleep

Oohhh I just wanna get down with you
I just wanna get close to you
Ooohhh I just need to confirm it's true
What I'd do to be alone with you

Memalukan

2010-06-14T18:42:00.004+07:00

Hello !!!!!!!! Long time no see (?)
oke gue mau cerita kejadian hari ini,hem..pake bahasa indonesia aje ye,ribet soalnye gue,wkakakak.
okay mulai dari tadi pagi gue ga bawa tas kan ya,dan hampir aja buku yang harus gue kasih ke bu yul ketinggalan,haah kalo ketinggalan bisa bisa ga dapet nilai remedial,bukan gue aja tapi si Nita,Icha,Risti,Dema juga bisa bisa ga dapet nilai -,-.
pas gue nyampe disekolah kan,gue beres beres persiapan lomba,eh abis ntu tiba tiba gue dipanggil sama kak nuh,terus di cengin gitu -_________-
nah pas gue mau nyamperin dema sama icha,gue liat ada pak afani,terus gini nih

Sasha cantik : ada apa sih ? (muka nyolot)
pak afani : kamu remed,cepet keatas
Sasha cantik : idih apaan ? (kabur)

eh gua dikejer sama pak afani

Pak afani : mau ngadu ke siapa kamu ?
Sasha cantik : apaan ? orang saya mau manggil dia (nunjuk ke risti)

pokoknya udah bete gitu dah ya dan akhirnya gue remed al-quran deh,setelah pertarungan tegang.

pas pulang sekolah,hem tetangga gue kagak ada,mampuylah gue,mau pulang sama siape ? akhirnya gue ikut mobil icha

Rizha : sha,emangnya lo bisa pulang ndiri?
Sasha einstein : bisalah gitu doang (sotooooy bener)

pas diturunin depan legenda,gue langsung naek angkot aja tanpa ngeliat nomernya.
pas gue nengok ke belakang,bujukdah angkotnya bukan 121,aduh mati gua ini nyampe kagak ya rumah gua ?

gua : bang ini nyampe raffles ga ?
abangnye : engga neng,sampe ciangsana

oh yaudah kan angkotnya berenti,gara gara ada ibu ibu nyetopin.terus ye abang abangnya nengok ke belakang

abangnye : neng turun sini aja,abang ga keraffles
gue : ha ? oh yaudah dah

sumpah malu abis dah gua,malah ada cowo ganteng ngeliatin gua -,- okay forget it.
huahahha gua maluuu bener ye,udah sotoy sotoy naek angkot.
terus tadi endah kerumah eke,hihi kita cerita cerita deych.
yaaa segitu ajedah gue cape,hehehe lanjut besok aja yach
byeeeeeeeee

xoxo
safuranazlah

Happy Birthday Boy :')

2010-06-11T05:21:00.000+07:00

June,o9th 2010 at 4.30 am

Me : Happy Birthday my ex,i hope you can be better than yesterday,wish you all the best !!
F : wow thank you sa,don't forget the present okay hehe
Me : how can i give you ?
F : its easy if you want
Me : how about on saturday? i wanna go to dentist near sesat
F : i wanna visit my grandma at bandung
Me : so,tell me if you can okay,i want to tell you something about us
F : okay
Me: hows the Gundam that I gave two year ago?
F : fine :))

I'm sorry I ever let you down, make you cry, but now? when I'm losing you, I just realized that if I need you.
Can we go back? only hope
if there is a second chance, I'll use it well

I love you more than anything in this world

Happy anniversary 26th month :')

Love

safuranazlah

What Goes Around Comes Around

2010-05-12T17:10:00.000+07:00

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]

The second you sleep

2010-05-06T20:28:00.001+07:00

You close your eyes
And leave me naked by your side
You close the door so I can’t see
The love you keep inside
The love you keep for me

It fills me up
It feels like living in a dream
It fills me up so I can’t see
The love you keep inside
The love you keep for me

I stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
I wish by God you’d stay

I stay awake
I stay awake and watch you breathe
I stay awake and watch you fly
Away into the night
Escaping through a dream

I stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
I wish by God you’d stay

Hey
Stay

I stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
It gives me time to stay
To watch you fade away
I dream of you tonight
Tomorrow you’ll be gone
I wish by God you’d stay

Stay awake
Stay
Stay

I wish by God you’d stay

Losing Someone

2010-05-05T05:15:00.001+07:00

Akhir akhir ini pikiran gue lagi kacau banget banget,gue ga tau apa yang harus gue lakuin,udah gak nyampe mikir ke masalah lovelife deh sekarang.
gue punya masalah yang gue sendiri aja ga bisa mecahin masalah itu.

1.Dari mimpi gue belakangan ini yang suka aneh aneh,tapi inti dari mimpi itu tuh sama intinya "gue akan kehilangan orang yang gue sayang" dan kemaren gue mimpi kalo jari gue ketusuk peniti yang udah karatan,terus ada seseorang yang bilang "itu tandanya kamu akan kehilangan orang yang kamu sayang" di mimpi aja bisa kayak gitu,sumpah gue takut bangeeeet :( . kalo gak mimpi ya tiba tiba hati gue bilang "hati hati kamu akan kehilangan orang yang kamu sayang" yaAllah semoga ini cuma depresi karan gue mau ****** AMIN.

2.Akhir akhir ini hati gue ga tenang,bawaannya mau nangis terus,ada sesuatu yang mau gue keluarin tapi gue gak bisa ngeluarin,karena gue takut gue tuh emang ya lemah.Kenapa gue ngebiarin diri gue kesiksa kayak gini ? hem mungkin buat lo seneng kali yang ngeliat gue lagi kesiksa gini ? perasaan gue ada yang ganjel sumpah deh.

3.Gue lagi sebeeeel banget bangetan sama orang,sumpah ya kalo ngebunuh orang itu gak dosa,gak masuk penjara udah gue bunuh kali tuh orang saking gue sebelnya sama dia,anj?ing dia tuh jadi orang ga tau diri banget,sumpah sebel gue sama dia,hem gakpapa gue sabar aja sampe si anj?ing itu kena karma,gue udah sakit hati TO THE MAX.

4.Gue udah sedikit nemuin arti mimpi gue,dan alhamdulillah bener ini tuh depresi karna gue mau ******, gakpapa deh kalo cuma depresi gara gara gitu,wajar lah soalnya itukan suatu keputusan yang besar dan harus dipikirkan matang matang.

5.Udah 2 hari gue selisih paham sama nyokap gue,sebenernya gue gak mau kayak gini,tapi gimana ? gue tuh banyak pikiran jadinya gue marah marah terus,karena ada yang masih ganjel sebenernya di hati gue,dan gue ngelampiasinnya ke nyokap gue,haaah sumpah yak gue tuh gak punya siapa siapa buat diajak cerita,sedih banget deh,mau sama siapa? pacar? gak punya,temen? gak tau deh gue,gue belom siap aja buat nyeritainnya.

6.Kaki gue kambuh lagi...aaaaaaahhhh gue sebel sama diri gue sendiri,lemah banget sih gue jadi orang,hah.baru dari hanamasa ke rumah jalan kaki aja,gue udah gak bisa jalan,gara gara kaki gue sakit,gue tuh ga bisa jalan jauh,gak bisa capek,aaah tadi aja disekolah tiba tiba kaki gue sakit lagi terus hampir ga bisa jalan,siapa yang nolongin ? ga ada tuh ada yang peduli aja enggak -,-

7.Gue tuh udah berasa ga punya siapa siapa,mungkin cuma keluarga aja,itu juga gue lagi gak baik sama ibu sama ayah,gue lagi dimarahin sama mereka,mereka wajar marahin gue gara gara sikap gue belakangan ini,tapi ini semua karna aku uring uringan yah :'( coba deh kalo kalian tau,kalo kalian ngerti,makanya itu yang bikin aku mau ******.Gue tuh ga kuat gini terus sampe kapan ?

8. Gue pengeeeeeen banget meluk fadhil,ga tau kenapa gue kangeeeen banget banget sama dia,hem buat pacarnya fadhil,jaga baik baik ya bikin dia bahagia :')
gue pengen meluk dia terus gue bilang "gue masih sayang lo" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

rasanya gue mau teriak yang puas gitu mau teriak gini "GUE BENCI SAMA LO *A* !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" coba ya kalo lo tuh diposisi gue,ga enak tau !!!!!! Sakit ngerti gak ? tau sakit gak? hhhh anjing emang.

oh ya gue aja saking emosinya tadi gue ngelempar modem sampe rusak,modem gue patah tembok gue agak bolong gitu tapi kecil sih haha,orang modem gue aja sampe mental ke bawah sejadah,ckck saking emosinya gue sama semua masalah gue.

11.58 Pending -,-

2010-05-01T18:09:00.000+07:00

Belakangan ini orang orang yang gue sayang ulang tahun loh,ada 3 orang,nyokap gue tanggal 1,bokap tanggal 2,terus yang terakhir hem............................kembaran nyokap gue,ya otomatis tanggal 1 juga.Hem sebenernya ada lagi tapi gue ga mau ngebahas itu orang,haha bikin gue badmood aja,hem dia ulangtahun nya tanggal 30 april,Tapi udah ah males males,hahaha.
aaahh pokoknya gue udah prepare gitu kan ya pas malem malem jam 11.58,gue sms tuh eh pending dan dia baru baca jam 6 sore !! Ngenesssss banget dah,apalagi pas dia bales smsnya isinya juga ngenessss banget dah aduh nasib nasib.
gue udah ngambil sebuah keputusan besar,keputusan yang ga akan bisa dirubah lagi,dan semoga gue ga nyesel pas gue udah ngejalanin apa yang udah gue putuskan.
Tapi resikonya gede banget :( huhu.Yaudah semoga gue dapet yang lebih AMIN.

Princess And The Frog :)

2010-05-01T17:52:00.000+07:00

PRINCESS AND THE FROG

I'M JUST VOTE FOR THIS MOVIE WATCH THIS ITS SO FUNNY AND ROMANTIC :)

Bersamamu

2010-04-30T16:03:00.000+07:00

Bersamamu
Adalah anugerah bagiku
Aku hanya ingin kau bahagia

Sudah cukup bagiku untuk mengerti dirimu selalu
Kuharap kau bisa mengerti aku
Ingin selalu denganmu
Warnai hidupku
Untuk selamanya
Dirimu yang aku cinta
Dirimu yang aku sayang

Berikan aku tulus cintamu
Cintaku tak kan pernah hilang
Janjiku setia padamu
Kau selalu dalam hidupku

on the phone and bla bla

2010-04-28T19:42:00.000+07:00

Hari senen gue ga sekolah kan ya,nah gue tweet-ing aja,terus gue ngeliat temen gue si ikha kayaknye kagak sekolah,nah pas ntu gue mention gini "@ikheyy kagak sekolah lu ?" terus dia bilang "@safuranazlah kagak" gue tanya lagi "@ikheyy gue otp lu yak" nah terus gue otp dia dah.
terus curhat curhatan sampe terjadi percakapan gini :

eh ada sms
yaudah baca sono gidah
kagak ah paling dari kak bima
namanya kok mirip?
mirip siape? dwi ?
huahahahhahaha parah lu
coba buka dulu
hem iya bener dari kak bima
hahahaahaha si dwi

oke terus gue ngakak dah sama ikha.
nah terus ngobrol lagi gini:

eh kok kayaknye gue susah yek dapet cowo lagi?
ya paling ntar ada lagi
wah ilmu gue udah ilang nih
yah..sabar aja dah ya
iya dah nih ah nasib gini bener yak

hem terus udahan kan tuh otp-an nya terus gue melanjutkan tweet-ingnya dah.

******

Hari ini gue buka fb,terus di deretan yang ulang tahun eh ada namanya frog,sumpah ye gue lupa kalo dia mau ulangtahun huahahahhaa maap yek ;)
kasih kado kagak ya ? kasih ga ya ? hem hem mau ngasih,ngapain gitu haha dia kan bukan siapa siapa gue,tapi ga ngasih juga...hem bingung dah,tapi kayaknya kagak,hehe maap lagi deh yak ;)

I'm feel so guilty

2010-04-27T18:51:00.000+07:00

Gue kadang suka mikir gitu ya,kok gue jadi orang ga berguna banget ya? hem sumpah gue emang bener bener ga berguna,apaan kerjaan gue tuh cuma bisa nyusahin orang disekitar gue aja.Terutama orang tua gue,gue emang jadi anak ga guna banget deh,dari kecil gue udah bikin orang tua gue susah,dari kecil gue udah sakit sakitan sampe sekarang gue masih suka sakit sakitan,cabut gigi dikit aja gue bisa panas ampe 3 hari,udah gitu sakit flu aja bisa sampe sesek napas,alergi gue banyak,aaaahhhh gue tuh mau sehat,siapa sih yang mau sakit sakitan gini ? Ga ada kan ? gue kasian sama orang tua gue,kasian banget hidupnya gue susahin.
ga tega kalo ngeliat muka panik bokap gue pas asma gue kambuh,ga tega ngeliat mereka panik ngebawa gue ke rumah sakit terus gue dikasih oxygen,aaaahhh gue juga ga enak kali,yaAllah plis plis sembuhin aku dari semua penyakit.
Oke disini gue bukan mau nyari simpati atau apa ya,gue cuma mau cerita kalo gue kasian sama orang tua gue.
Gue juga suka nyusahin temen temen gue,hhhhh kalo gue lagi kenapa napa,mereka suka ngebantuin gue,tapi apa gue ada kalo mereka lagi susah? kadang gue suka ga bisa,tapi gue pengen ngebuat mereka bahagia,tapi gimana cara ? gue ga pernah bisa.
Hem gue nyesel banget banget ya gue belom sempet nyenengin fdhl,huhu padahal aku pengeeen banget nyenengin kamu.

Tapi gue mau bilang makasih banget buat orang yang udah nge dukung gue,yang ada dibelakang gue,yang ada pas gue seneng sedih,pokoknya dalam kondisi apapun,i can't do anything without you,and i don't know how do i breathe without you here by my side.
buat Haters gue juga makasih ya,mungkin tanpa kalian juga gue ga akan tau kejelekan kejelekan gue,karna kalian gue bisa ngerubah diri gue jadi lebih baik.
gue juga ga akan benci sama orang orang yang udah benci sama gue,tapi kalo kelewatan yaa..
Oh ya makasih juga buat
Y,A,F,B soalnya mereka bisa bikin gue ngerasain fall in love,apalagi F dia ngajarin banget gimana rasanya sayang sama orang,gimana caranya supaya bisa ngelupain orang yang kita sayang,kalo ternyata kita ga boleh terlalu sayang sama orang.

B ♥ ,BB :(

2010-04-27T10:14:00.000+07:00

Hey !! Gue mau cerita deh tentang hem hem adalah

B ♥ : Kan gue kemaren ga sekolah tuh ya,pusing banget deh hari ini juga gue gak sekolah saking pusingnya gara gara gigi huhu,oh ya terus ya gue tweet-ing aja,eh ketiduran sampe malem.Nah gue kebangun kan ya gara gara dirumah gue ribut ade gue yang kelas 1 SD ilang,hahaha taunya maen dirumah tetangga,konyol abis.
Nah terus tiba tiba hati gue << style="font-size:180%;">B bilang dia kangen sama gue,oh boy berasa terbang haha oke lebay.Terus gue bilang kalo gue juga kangen sama dia,hahaha eh terus dia ngajakin jalan asik dah dia ngajakin gue jalan hihihi.Yaudah gue mau dongdong masa iya gue nolak.hem tapi belom tau kapan jalannya.Semoga jadi ya AMIN.

BB :( : nah kalo yang ini ya sumpah sedih banget gue,BB gue tuh rusaaak..trackballnya ga bisa nge scroll ke bawah yaampun sedih banget gue sekarang bbnya ga bisa dipake.

yaudah deh gitu aja yak,hehe bye blogzyy

Exam

2010-04-26T09:19:00.000+07:00

Hello blogzyyy apa kabaaar ?? hihi aku sakit masa,gara gara cabut gigi huhuhuhu.
oh ya gue mau ngasih tau nilai nilai uts gue yak,jangan shock yak hahaha LOL
oke ini dia :

Agama : 79 ya lumayan dah yak buat orang kayak gua haha
PKN : 50 oh my nilai gue sebenernya ilang...tapi ga tau deh kenapa dikasih nilai segini.
Bahasa Indonesia : 87 great gue bisa ngalahin fani,anak pinter di kelas gue alhamdulillah :)
Bahasa inggris : 70 haha lumayan dah yak padahal gue udah les sana sini
Matematika : 44 ohgod its so bad,tapi tenang ntar kenaikan kelas gue bisa lebih dari ini
Seni Budaya : 80 haha ini aje gue paling jelek 1 kelas ck gara gara bu lia tau itu bukan buatan gue
Olahraga : 80 not bad lah buat gue yang ga suka sport
Sejarah : 65 wajar dong orang gue idup kan jaman modern LOL
Fisika : 62 not good not bad i think
Kimia : 68 jarang gue dapet nilai sebagus ini (?)
Biologi : 44 aaaaaaah stres gue sama nilai ini
Geografi : 30 oh boy its so bad,tapi dikelas gue juga ga ada yang bagus
Ekonomi : 76 disini gue ngalahin fani lagi,hahah bangga abis ckck
Sosiologi : 92 this is very perfect score i think thanks god :)
Komputer : 65 hahaha kaga percaya kan ya? padahal gue main komputer mulu,gue juga bingung
Al-quran : 65 afalannya susah bangeet
Bahasa Arab : 78 haha keren kan ? gue gitcyu..haha padahal dibantuin dikit
PLH : 52 ya maklum lah eke kan ga ngarti

oke itu semua nilai gue,yaaa terserah dah mau nganggep gue bego tolol fool atau whatever tapi gue nyoba buat benerin nilai gue.ASAP

YOU

2010-04-23T22:33:00.000+07:00

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don’t know how many times
You… I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down
You said you’d never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
You.. Successfully tore myheart
Now it’s only pieces
Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love
I’ve been trying to understand
You know i’m trying i’m trying
You.. I don’t know what to say
You’ve made me so desperately in love
and now you let me down

I'm Fans of

2010-04-22T23:29:00.000+07:00

I really admire these people, they can make me fall in love, either with their voices, their style, or their ability.

Boo ♥
Mau deh punya anak lucu kayak dia,hahha LOL
lucuuu banget deh ih dia yaampun..

Ne-Yo
I was so amazed at this guy. he's very smart to make a song, a song that he created was beautiful.
Hate That I Love You

Justin Timberlake

hard to say it, but I must say that he's my ex boy LOL

I really liked his style when he sings, his voice makes me helplessly.

♥Let me paint this is picture for you baby ♥

Katty Pery ♥

I really like her style with her black hair.
watch her video clips
-starstrukk-

♥Justin Bieber ♥

I do not understand why all the girls liked him, including me.

his style made me fall in love, when I first saw his video clip.

♥Ke$ha

i like her style,huihi
pas dia di tictoc yaampun keren banget sumpah deh ga boong hehe

Barbie

Barbie is the most perfect doll in the world,haha i think ;)
dari Tk gue demeeen banget dah sama barbie,cantik bangeeeeet

Stich
Lucuuu bangeeeet,waktu itu aja gue nangis loh yang pas dia divonis meninggal,eh tapi idup lagi dia,haha

maybe i'm fool :(

2010-04-22T23:12:00.000+07:00

oke disini gue mau bikin sedikit pengakuan konyol,hem..gue tuh emang ye oon bangeeeet
kemaren gue tuh berusaha mau jutek ke frog tapi tetep aje bawaannye kagak bisa.
hahaha ga tau kenape ye dia tuh bisa aja gitu bikin gue kagak mau jutek ke dia,malah kadang kadang hem dia ngangenin,LOL.
eh tapi bukan berarti gue suka (lagi) sama dia loh ya...tapi ngomong masalah suka (lagi) sama frog,gue jadi bingung sama diri gue sendiri,sumpah yek gue tuh begoooooooo banget bangetan.
gue dikasih kesempatan,malah nyianyiain,liat deh pasti nanti gue nyesel pas kesempatan itu ilang.
oke gue emang orang bodoh deh sedunia kalo masalah cinta,wqwq.
ayolah gue tuh ga sabar pengen bilang kalo "gue nyesel woy!!" pasti sebentar lagi gue bakal bilang kayak gitu.
eh belakangan ini patrick juga agak ngejauh loh sama gue,aaaah tuhkan banyak banget deh nyeselnya :(
udah ya segitu aja,lagi males,hehe bye

♥Trying get back to his love and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 2 YEARS ♥

2010-04-20T21:11:00.001+07:00

First i want to say HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 2 YEARS MY BELOVED EX, i still love you until the end of time,I Love You my 12-04-2008 ♥.You never change in my heart,you're the one :')

gue tau gue ga akan bisa balik lagi sama lo,tapi lo harus tau lo tuh punya tempat khusus disini,dan gak ada yang bisa gantiin tempat itu.Gue tau lo pasti udah ga sayang lagi sama gue,haha boro boro mau sayang,inget aja enggak kan pasti?Tapi gue ga akan pernah berenti buat sayang sama lo,dan 12 april 2008 itu bakan gue inget terus sampai kapanpun.Mau gue punya pacar lagi juga,lo tetep orang yang gue sayang,abis itu baru pacar gue.Lo tuh ga keganti tau!!
lo tuh udah nyakitin gue berkali kali,tapi tetep aja lo yang paling gue sayaaang :( . Maaf waktu itu gue pernah nyakitin lo,sering malah.Tapi gue nyesel bener bener nyesel,tuhan udah ngebales semuanya dan itu lebih sakit.
gue tuh inget banget pengorbanan lo,itu berarti banget buat gue.
tapi gue pernah janji sama diri gue,kalo lo bukan jodoh gue,ya gue ga akan balikan sama lo.
haaaaaa happy anniversary ya darling :')

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥
♥

So tired,but...

2010-04-20T20:54:00.000+07:00

Hello !!!!!!! Long time no see ya kawaaan :D
haaah gila deh ya udah lama gak nge blog-ing,hem banyak yang mau gue ceritain deh ya..
hem tentang someone aja yaaa...
aaaah gue bingung deh ih sumpah,udah bagus nomernya si bravo ga ada di hp gue,eh gue pake nyuruh dia masukin nomernya di hp gue,oon bener yek gue ampun dah ah.
eh masa gue kualat sama si bravo,wqwq.Ya..kualat apaan gue ga mau kasih tau ah ntar kalo die baca,die tau bisa diledekin gua,haha.
eh terus apalagi ya ? hem..patrick jutek sama guaaaaaa :'( ah emang apa salah gue sih sampe lu nge jutekin gue ?
eh sumpah yek gue pengeeeeen banget ketemu fadhil terus meluk dia..kangen banget nget,kemaren gue ANNIVERSARY 2 YEARS loh sama dia... :'( cerita lanjutannya diatas post ini ya.
ah gue sedih deh kalo inget dia,terlalu banyak kenangan yang dia tinggalin.
jago deh,dia ga keganti sama siapapun..

Sedang Mikirin Kamu

2010-04-20T18:06:00.000+07:00

sayang tak perlu takut
aku lelaki setia
aku bukan lelaki
yang suka main perempuan

dan kau tanyakan aku
sedang apa kamu di sana
dan ku jawab ke kamu
aku sedang mikirin kamu

sedang mikirin kamu

sayang jangan dengarkan
gosip-gosip murahan
yang katanya aku
suka main perempuan

dan kau tanyakan aku
sedang apa kamu di sana
dan ku jawab ke kamu
aku sedang mikirin kamu

sedang mikirin kamu

cinta jangan percaya
katanya aku womanizer
aku cuma tak mau
menjadi lelaki loser

dan kau tanyakan aku
sedang apa kamu di sana
dan ku jawab ke kamu
aku sedang mikirin kamu

sedang mikirin kamu

dan kau tanyakan aku
sedang apa kamu di sana
dan ku jawab ke kamu
aku sedang mikirin kamu

Ga tau kenapa gue suka sama lagunya,hihi liriknya ituloh...come on frog hem..patrick say like that to me :)
yang gue tandain miring tuh yek itu pas banget buat frog,haha LOL

Goodnight and go

2010-04-06T18:08:00.000+07:00

Say goodnight and go.
Woah woah. Woah woah

Skipping beats, blushing cheeks I am struggling
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner café
And then i'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblings
You get me every time

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Follow you home, you've got your headphones on and you're dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot you taking everything off watch the curtains wide open
Then you fall in the same routine flicking through the TV relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone...

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

One of these days, you'll miss your train and come stay with me
We'll have drinks and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you
You'll sleep here, i'll sleep there, but then the heating may be down again
at my convenience
we'd be good, we'd be great together.

[Sigh]
Go!

Say goodnight and go,
why's it always always
goodnight and go
Darling not again
Goodnight and go

suddenly

2010-04-01T22:06:00.000+07:00

Suddenly i'm thinking about you
Suddenly i miss you
Suddenly i want you to sleep beside me
Suddenly i want you to make me smile
Suddenly i'm feel so guilty
Suddenly i want you to protect me
Suddenly i'm feel so wasted
Suddenly i need you
Suddenly i want you to be my boy
Suddenly i love you
Suddenly i want you so bad
Suddenly you're in my mind
Sudddenly i hate her
Suddenly i'm feel so angry
Suddenly i want to call you
Suddenly i want to cry,cry a loud

I Call It Love

2010-03-31T19:39:00.000+07:00

Songwriters: Eriksen, Mikkel S; Jackson, Tariano Taj; Hermansen, Tor Erik;I look at you, you look at me
(You can't tell me you ain't feeling them butterflies)
It?s obvious there's some chemistry
(I think I know why it feels so right)
Girl I wanted so long to know
Now you?re telling me you gotta let it go
(Don?t tell me I have to start all over again)

I never thought this day would come
(This is somthing that I wanted in my life)
I realized that you're the one
(And you're telling me it?s time to say goodbye)
What?s inside of my heart it ain't gonna change
So it shouldn't be so easy to walk away
(You feel it, I feel it, let?s not pretend)

Maybe I don't know what love is, maybe I?m a fool
I just know what I?m feeling and it's all because of you
Don't tell me I don't know, I want the truth
?Cause they call it, we call it, you call it, I call it love

It's so clear for you to see
(Don?t let nobody tell you what to do)
Why they can't they just let us be happy
(I don?t want to find somebody new)
If you know what?s really in your heart
Then don?t let 'em tear us apart
(?Cause you feel it, I feel it, don?t say we're through)

Maybe I don't know what love is, maybe I?m a fool
I just know what I?m feeling and it's all because of you
Don't tell me I don't know, I want the truth
?Cause they call it, we call it, you call it, I call it love

We have a bond that?s unbreakable
And it?s not time to let it go
(We?re in love)
And now that we know it?s real
We're going to let it show to the whole world
That I?m yours forever and you're my girl
(And you are my girl)
You're my everything, I don't know!

Maybe I don't know what love is, maybe I?m a fool
I just know what I?m feeling and it's all because of you
Don't tell me I don't know, I want the truth
?Cause they call it, we call it, you call it, I call it love

Maybe I don't know what love is, maybe I?m a fool
I just know what I?m feeling and it's all because of you
Don't tell me I don't know, I want the truth
?Cause they call it, we call it, you call it, I call it love

I call it love
I call it love
I call it love

problems

2010-03-31T18:44:00.000+07:00

aaaaah gue abis otp rere,dan rasanya mau nangis,dan emang udah nangis.
gue banyak pikiran banget,rasanya gua mau pergi jauh dari sini,gue mau memperbaiki kesalahan gue dari awal.Gue semper berfikir menerima tawaran ayah ibu gue buat pindah,tapi yang gue pikirin juga pindahnya terlalu jauh,gue ga sanggup juga,tapi ini kesempatan gue buat ngerubah semuanya jadi lebih baik.
gue ga bisa cerita banyak hal,karena kalo gue cerita disini terlalu frontal,gue takut ada pihak yang ga terima.Hmm..kayaknya gue kena karma lagi deh -,-.
tapi kenapa sih gue tuh selalu dapet karma ? gue pernah disakitin,tapi kenapa orang-orang yang nyakitin gue ga pernah kena karma ?
gua pengen gitu ya sekali sekali lo tuh ngerasain di posisi gua,yang terpojok dan ga ada yang ngebela lo sama sekali.
Maaf maaf banget yaa,tapi setelah gue liat lo tuh kayaknya ga seneng banget deh kalo gue punya temen,kalo gue punya gebetan,hem bukannya lo seneng ya kalo gue punya gebetan ?harusnya lo seneng dong.
ah gue pengen numpahin emosi disini,tapi ga bisa jadi gue tulis di laptop aja.

you never feel what I feel, but someday you'll feel it if you do not change your attitude.

kadang gue mikir gitu,enak yaa jadi lo banyak temen,banyak yang nyukain,hem kalo misalnya lo benci sama satu orang semua bakal ngikutin lo,yaa terbukti followers lo di twitter banyak :),gua iri sama lo kadang kadang,gue pengen jadi lo,hahahhaha.
ah tau deh ah gue pusing,sekarang aja gue agak gak enak badan,banyak pikiran,ah salah satunya gara gara satu cowok itu, ck.
oh yaa masa ada orang yang kacang lupa kulit gitu,terus ga tau diri,ga tau terimakasih,sok sokan,halah kampungan lu.
eia masa ya tiba tiba gua kangen gitu sama si kodok,wqwqwqwq udah lama ga smsan soalnya,hem hp gue ganti jadi nomernya dia ilang,dan semua sms dia ilang jadi bagus dah gua juga udah lupa ama dia,hihi,cuma kangen aje tiba tiba,haha aneh bener dah gue ah.

okedeh yaa itu aja,kalo misalnya lo nanya "maksud lo apa nulis di blog kayak gini" oke gue jawab sekarang "maksud lo apa juga memperlakukan gue kayak gitu?kalo ga suka ngomong langsung aja kali" hem gitu deh yaa kira kira jawabannya,hehe.

oke byeeeee

I'M A PART OF CRESSENDO'12 ♥

2010-03-26T18:35:00.000+07:00

Crush

2010-03-23T22:35:00.001+07:00

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

?Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
?Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

when i'm fall in love

2010-03-23T19:37:00.000+07:00

gua bingung bingung bingung,perasaan gue tuh campur aduk deh sekarang,ya seneng ya sedih,marah,macem macem dah.
gue tuh bingung sama fadhil,kenapa kemaren dia nyapa gue di MSN,hmm pas gue tanya temennya apa bukan,dia marah.Tapi gue ga yakin itu dia,plis jangan mainin gue dhil :'(
oh ya gue wall wallan juga sama dia.don't know what your doing to me with your love

oh ya gue masih suka senyum senyum sendiri kalo inget kejadian patrick,aaaaaaaaaaa seneng banget bangetan dah.Mau lagi au au au...hihihi :D
kalo kali ini beneran dah gua pengeeen gitu jadi cewenya,dia baik banget soalnya.
aaaah tuhkan gua kan kaga boleh suka sama patrick,dia udah punya cewe,huhu wake up sha,he never be with you.
terus frog ? haha persetan sama dia,upps...maksudnya bukan gitu,hem maksud gue,gue udah bodo amat sama dia,hihi womanizer gitu,hem kata temen temen,kalo womanizer gitu ga usah diharepin,ya sih bener,males juga gua,okey honestly i'm sorry baby,i must move on from you.
bisa banget deh ya si patrick bikin gua begini,aduh..
kejadian yang ga pernah gua lupain ya pas itu tuh,aduh nyesel gua kagak mau,ck.
abisan pas dia ngajakin tuh gua udah yang bingung gitu,posisinya rame dan gue takut di cieciein ,hem mending di cieciein doang kalo dimarahin guru gimana ? ntar disangka mesum,wqwq.
mungkin pikiran dia yaaa biasalah itu,tapi buat gua yang suka sama dia,gua gugup aduh.
tapi dia udah punya cewe yasudahlah biarkan saja,dia juga sayang banget sama cewenya dan cewenya juga sayang banget sama dia.
hem ohya masa gue denger gosip gosip kalo si patrick nih ga bener orangnya :'( ,aah padahal sejauh ini dia sama gue baik kok.
wedeh kagak ah gue kagak boleh suka ama die,soalnye dia udah punya orang.

oke yaa its time to sleep bye

Rizhadhania Carina

2010-03-22T21:08:00.000+07:00

Gue punya seorang sahabat,emang sahabat gue banyak,tapi yang paling gua percaya itu dia,
hmm namanya Rizhadhania Carina,kalo diitung belom ada setahun kita kenal tapi gua udah nganggep dia sahabat kepercayaan gua.
sedih,seneng,marah,suka,duka kita lewatin bareng,i can't live without you my best :')
pas ga ada orang yang peduli sama gua,cuma dia yang care sama gua.
ahh lebay nih gue,tapi its fact !!
gue inget tuh ya pas kelas gue lagi selek,nah cuma dia satu satunya yang nemenin gua.
dia juga yang mensuport gue supaya ga nyerah buat jadian sama frog,but i'm sorry i can't make a relationship with womanizer LOL.
ah pokoknya dia baik banget banget.
i will never let you fall,i'll stand up with you.

I hope our friendship can be forever ♥

safuranazlah

kejadian hidup ck

2010-03-22T20:05:00.000+07:00

Ahhhh mau cerita :(
aduh gue lagi kenapa ini ? ckckck,liburan bikin bocen deych ach.Oke gue mae cerita beberapa kisah gue.

1.Gebetan gue itu suka sama temen gue,hmm no prob :) ,gue ga mikirin banget ya,soalnya gue kagak sayang ama die,cuma suka doang,dan lagian temen gue kaga demen juga ama dia,yaudah nyantai,kalo iya jadian juga bodo,hihi,i already have my beloved patrick ♥.

2.Stuck with you,dan gue ga bisa berbuat apa apa lagi,hmm kemaren gue disapa gitu sama fadhil,tapi gue ga percaya itu dia,ahhh shitty deh ya,mau liat percakapannya ? klik sini ,yang jelas kalo itu bukan fadhil,gue kecewa banget dan gue marah,yaaa soalnya kok tega banget sih mainin perasaan gue ? ckck.I still love you my beloved ex :(

3.Gue tuh lagi nyari lagu iklan sampo zinc,aduuuuh susah banget tau gak sih nyarinya ckck,lagunya tuh bagus gitcyu,berikut kandidat penyanyinya
marcell
ne yo
chris brown
user

nih kalo mau liat video on youtubenya tuh iklan klick here ,kalo kalian tau kasih tau lewat chat box yaa thanks.

Hari ini,Esok,Dan Seterusnya

2010-03-21T22:23:00.000+07:00

hari ini dadaku bergetar
terguncang memilu dan mengerang
ku yakin ku tak salah
karna hatiku tak pernah dan takkan berdusta

cinta cinta cinta
aku jatuh cinta

esoknya ku pikir rasa itu
akan menghilang dng seiring waktu
namun ternyata tak berubah
aku makin tergiur pada dirimu

cinta cinta cinta
aku jatuh cinta

dan seterusnya rasa ini selalu terjadi
dan tak pernah berkurang
hatiku hanya untuk dirimu
aku bahagia hanya bila kamu bahagia

esoknya ku pikir rasa itu
akan menghilang dng seiring waktu
namun ternyata tak berubah
aku makin tergiur pada dirimu

cinta cinta cinta
aku jatuh cinta

dan seterusnya rasa ini selalu terjadi
dan tak pernah berkurang
hatiku hanya untuk dirimu
aku bahagia hanya bila kau bahagia

dan seterusnya rasa ini selalu terjadi
dan tak pernah berkurang
hatiku hanya untuk dirimu
aku bahagia hanya bila kamu bahagia

nirina zubir

:'(

2010-03-21T21:25:00.000+07:00

oke gua mau nangis,sediiiiiih banget.
ah hidup ternyata gini ya,kadang sedih kadang seneng.
tapi beneran deh hati gua sekarang lagi sedih,pertama gue sedih gara gara gue harus ngejual hp gue yang communicator,ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh walaupun gitu gue punya kenangan disitu.Di hp itu pertama kalinya frog sms,tempat gue nelfon sambil nangis nangis,pokoknya banyak kenangan disini,dan gue ga akan bisa ngelepas dia gitu aja.
apa ? bb ?N76 ? ga ada yang bisa ngalahin communicator gua.
gitu ya ternyata,kita baru sadar kalo kita membutuhkan ketika kita akan kehilangan.
dulu gue males banget make ini,gua males bawa,tapi sekarang ? gua nyesel udah nyianyiain nih hp,maaf yaaa :'(
bokap gua mau jual,oke biar gua yang beli ya yah.. :'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(
ah sekarang aja gue nulis blog ini sambil nangis,ah ga jelas ye gue,udah gitu sambil meluk hp nya.
ahhhh plis dont leave me my cellphone.
tapi ribet juga gua megang 3,tapi gak 33 nya itu nyawa guaaaaaaa..
pas N743 gue,gue jual aja gue nangis,pokoknya aku ga mau kehilangan kaliaaaaaaaan :'''''''''''''(

Tak akan hilang

2010-03-21T10:14:00.000+07:00

Indahnya kala kita bertemu
Kau isi hatiku yang tlah lama hilang
Indahnya awal kita berjumpa
Kau isi relung hatiku yang tlah lama hilang



Dan kini hatimu tlah kumiliki
Takkan ada akata kata berpisah
Janjiku akan setia selalu
Kan kujaga dirimu selamanya


Takkan hilang rasa yang kumiliki
Takkan hilang rasa cinta ini
Takkan hilang rasa yang kumiliki


Indahnya indah berdua slamanya
Nikmati slamanya dan takkan terpisah
Indahnya indah berdua slamanya


Dan takkan terpisah

Never gonna fade away
The feelings the love for you everlasting the love will stay
For ever and ever 'till we get older
Even though my hairs will be thin and it's turning grey
My obligation No manipulation
Written in so many premonition
The love I gave for you it's sacred girl
So sacred it got so many friction

You and me forever



t five

Mama

2010-03-21T09:50:00.000+07:00

She used to be my only enemy and never let me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you would
become the friend I never had.
Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend
I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility.
Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend, My friend
But now I'm sure I know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all I can give you is love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend


spicegirls

Yesterday (Y) , Today (Y)(Y)

2010-03-20T16:58:00.000+07:00

Gua seneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeengggggggg bangetbangetbanget 2 hari ini,why ? patrick bikin gua seneng terus,hahaha.Egile 2 hari ini gua senyam senyum sendiri,hihihi.
coba dah gua tuh deket sama dia,ah gila bikin degdegan.Ga tau kenapa gue kalo ada patrick maunya senyum senyum kayak orang gila,terus perasaan gue girang terus dagdigdug,haha LOL :)
gue juga lebih degdegan kalo ketemu patrick dibanding ketemu frog,kalo ketemu frog gua biasa aja,malah ehem..,tapi gua bukan cewe yang gampang suka sama orang,gue konsisten kok cuma suka sama 1 orang.
gua tuh pengen nyapa patrick tapi maluuuw !! huhu.
ah tapi kagak kagak,gua sama patrick nge fans aja okey,ga boleh lebih.
you make me crazy with your love,crazy in love.
aaaaah patrick udah punya pacar,tapi dia tuh kayak baik gitcyu.Ah yang gua ga bisa lupain tuh tragedi minum sama bola wuih mantep (Y) !!!! Mau ngulang lagi yaAllah :(
coba ye kalo kaga rame,gua mau tau ga ? tapi rame gua takut -,-
ahaha dia tuh aneh aneh aja,masa ditempat rame ngajakin hemhem..mana gua mau ck.
aaaaaaaaaaaah mau cerita tapi takut ketauan patrick itu siapa,jadi ga banyak banyak dah yak hehe LOL.
your love is my drug ♥

thanks for yesterday and today darl,you make me happy,i love you ♥

safuranazlah

Di teror dan Di fitnah

2010-03-18T19:33:00.000+07:00

hhhhhh...Belakangan ini gua sterss abis sumpah,banyak banget persoalan hidup ck.
mulai dari hmm difitnah dulu aja yaa..

1.gua difitnah pernah nembak K = YaAllah gua kagak pernah nembak dia kali,kalo emang kalian denger dari orangnya langusung,itu mungkin dia yang kePD an atau emang bermimpi kali yaaa gua tembak HA HA.Tapi yang jelas gua ga pernah nembak dia,gile cewe macem apa gua nembak nembak orang,macam begitu pula,hhh kesel bener gua,eh ngarep ya lu gua tembak ? ga bakalan -_-

2.Si K punya pacar dan gua dibilang mau menghancurkan hubungannya = oke yaa gue emang pernah suka sama lo,tapi kalo lo mau punya pacar sono gua ga peduli.Gua ngakak abis yaa pas denger ada gosip kayak gitu,dan ini pasti orang orang bigos yang lebay lebay gictu deych..ih najis yee amit.Eh gua mah kaga ada kali mau ngancurin hubungan orang,ga ada untungnya -,-

3.gua difitnah hmmmmmmm minta "itu" = hahaha ini gua ga bisa jelasin yang jelas gua siok banget pas denger dari seseorang kalo gua difitnya minta "itu" ,padahal gua kaga minta yaAllah,malah gua kaga mau,hmm bukan kaga mau juga maksudnya gua ga maksa,dan ga ngusulin.

oke banyak deh yaa gua difitnah macem macem,gua mah sabar aja tunggu karma.

Diteror

1.saya diteror di formspring = ada orang nge ask,eh bukan nge ask sih ya tepatnya,pokoknya gitu dah,dia bilang dia haters gua lah wtf deh ya,gua ga peduli,orangnya ga ada user,hahah takut dia tandanya sama gua,kalo berani pake nama yaa LOL

2.Saya diteror di blog = hmm emang kayak lagu di escetepe "resiko orang cantik" LOL ,gua emang diteror sana sini,mungkin tuh orang suka kali ya sama kakak kelas gua,nah terus ngiri kali ya tuh orang gua satu sekolah sama kakak kelas ntu atau deket (haa gua kaga deket ah).Ah naksir kali die yak sama kakak kelas gua ntu,haha naksir tembak gidah sono ! sirik lu yak lu lebih jelek dari gua? hahaha.Dia ngata ngatain gua pertamanya "hai nona (nama kakak kelas)"
kalo mau lihat silahkan lihat di chatbox saya.

okedeh yaaa kalo lo baca blog gua,gua minta kalo lo berani sama gua,pake nama dong,kalo ga tandanya lo takut sama gua,LOL.

when we're bored

2010-03-15T20:25:00.000+07:00

Hello !! Rasa rasanya udah lama banget deh ya eke ga nge post,hehe.
hari ini gue lumayan terhibur deh sama rere,dan deva soalnya mereka tiba tiba ngasi surprise gitcyu..hihi pas aku lagi dengerin lagu sambil bbm an,tiba tiba mereka dateng ke kamar aku.
yaudah gue seneng banget kan tuh,sumpah gue udah 3 hari mendekap dikamar,dan itu bosen abis.Yaudah kita foto foto deh,xixixi.
fotonya memang gila tapi kita have fun,ngelupain masalah masalah yang sedang datang bertubi tubi.Eh kenape yek gue ga sanggup gitu kalo ngeliat si frog,ckck,gua tuh pengen ngeliat die,tapi kaga pengen,hahaha aneh bener dah ah.
oia masa ya gue buka formspring dan gue langsung panik gitu,sumpah ada yang nge ask gak banget,berhubung gue sibuk masuk masukin foto ini,gue nyuruh deva buat sms si frog,nanyain apakah dia yang nge ask apa bukan,tapi katanya si frog bukan,yaudah terus deva smsan dah sama si frog pake hp gue,hahaha tapi yaa gue diktein,maaf yaa akyu sibuk soalnya masukin foto,jadi kagak ngetik langsung :)
oke deh ini putu putunya yua..hihi

I HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP CAN BE FOREVER

I ♥ YOU best (Y)

Let me cry and forget all about you

2010-03-14T01:28:00.000+07:00

First I want to say many thanks to someone who can make me smile and makes my life a meaning even if only briefly.
Secondly I want to say sorry for you lot, people who ever cried because of me, people I've ever disappoint.
The third I just wanted to say that I am grateful to know you and could put you in my mind.

gue udah ga tau harus gimana lagi,gue udah ga ngerti sama semuanya,gue bingung,gue kecewa,gue ga bisa apa apa,yang gue bisa cuma nangis,haha cengeng banget ya gue.
emang ya gue tuh dilahirin cuma buat ngalah ngalah ngalah,gue tuh cape kali ngalah terus.Gue udah susah sekarang percaya sama orang,siapa ? ga ada orang yang gue percaya bener bener gue percaya,gue takut orang itu bakal jadi penghianat.Hmm bukan berarti gue mau menutup diri gue buat cerita ke temen temen gue,tapi selagi gue bisa gue bakalan coba untuk gue keep sendiri aja.masalah gue suka sama siapa,gue benci sama siapa,itu biar cuma gue sama tuhan yang tau.
makasih banget yaa lo udah bikin gue hancur kayak gini,hmm udah puas ? atau lo mau gue lebih hancur dari ini ?
kadang gue mikir gue mau pergi jauh banget dari sini,tapi gue inget kalo gue pergi namanya gue lari dari masalah dan itu namanya loser,dan gue ga mau jadi loser.
oh ya buat penyemangat gue,makasih banyak yaa karena tanpa kalian mungkin gue udah ga semangat hidup :')
maybe I was too excessive,but that's what I'm feeling.
gue emang aneh,gue juga bingung sama diri gue sendiri,kenapa gua bisa sampe segininya coba ? Tapi emang belakangan ini gue banyak masalah banget nget.
tapi gue sekali lagi mau bilang makasih buat orang orang yang masih percaya sama gue,dan ngertiin gue,orang yang masih sayang sama gue.
oh ya satu lagi ya,gue bukan tipe orang yang MT jadi,gua ga bakalan ngambil gebetan temen,apalagi sahabat gue,hmm gue emang pernah tapi itu kesalahan gue yang fatal banget.
oke,sekarang gue nangis sepuas puasnya.
i wish i could forget you forever.

Takkan hilang

2010-03-13T23:59:00.000+07:00

sebenarnya ku tak rela meninggalkanmu dengan yang lain
sesungguhnya sejak saat itu bayangan dirimu melekat dihati
namun kini kau telah pergi
mungkin cinta tak harus memiliki

kau takkan hilang
tak pernah hilang
meski tak berhenti ku mencoba lupakan dirimu
kau takkan hilang
tak pernah hilang
kan slalu terpendam menjadi kenangan

let me sick if you happy,but you must know i still loving you :)
♥MAF

Sexy Love ♥

2010-03-13T21:40:00.000+07:00

My sexy love... (so sexy...)

She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
Just one touch
And I errupt like a volcano and cover her with my love
Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do)
Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do)
When we do our thing (when we do the things we do)
Babygirl you make me say

Sexy love girl the things you do
(Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep running back to you
Oh I love making love to you
Babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)
I'm so addicted to her she's the sweetest drug
Just enough
Still too much say that I'm simp and I'm sprung all of the above
I can't help she makes me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)
And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do)
Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do)
When we do our thing (when we do the things we do)
Oh, babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh)

Sexy love girl the things you do
(Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep running back to you
Oh I love making love to you
Say babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

Oh baby what we do it makes the sun come up
Keep on lovin' 'til it goes back down
And I don't know what I'd do if I would lose your touch
That's why I'm always keepin' you around... my sexy love

Sexy love girl the things you do (things you do baby)
(Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep running back to you (keep me runnin' back to you)
Oh I love (I love) making love to you
Say babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

Sexy love girl the things you do (sexy love)
Keep me sprung, keep running back to you (runnin' back to you)
Oh I love making love to you
Say babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...)

She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
Just one touch...

Just that boy

2010-03-13T20:26:00.000+07:00

Sometimes it feels like
everybody wants
something from me
But don't understand
I can only be one person
That's Joey
Got game got fame
got everything in this world i need
(but the boy?) I don't know his name
cause I've only met him in my dreams
But I'm gonna find him cause he's

just that boy
the one that's dancin through my mind
just that boy
the boy that I've been tryna find
just that boy
his style is crazy he's a dime
and it's almost like i can see him
he's just that boy

Something happens when you groove
earth beneath you starts to move
It's so bad I'm lookin at you
(cause you are that boy)

crazy how you work that frame
you and me we could change the game
what's your secret what's your name
(that boy)

to me you are a star
when you move you're off the charts
you've already won my heart
(that boy)

you with me you're the star
you don't have to play the part
you can be just who you are

Yes he know he's (just that boy)
he know he's (just that boy)
that boy baby just that boy

he know he's (just that boy)
he know he's (just that boy)
that boy baby just that boy

Just that picture in my mind I see
And i can't wait for the day we meet
baby we'd be so fly baby just you and I
i wanna give you the world cause you're
Just that boy

copy of drew seeley-just that girl

Karma

2010-03-13T20:14:00.000+07:00

Gue baru nyadar kalo apa yang lagi gue alamin ini tuh karma,sumpah yek karma tuh berlaku banget dan gue kapok.
jadi gini ya..gue tuh pernah ngambil pacar sahabat gue sebut aja sahabat gue itu namanya si A,dan hasilnya ? gebetan gue diambil kan sama sahabat gue (sebut aja si b) ? gile persis banget.
terus yaa gue kurangajar banget,masa ya pas si A itu putus dan dia punya pacar lagi,eh pacarnya malah deket sama gue,sampe pernah sayang sayangan gitu tapi bercanda,nah bener kan imbasnya gebetan gue malah suka sama si B,wanjeng karmanya nancep bener.
makanya gue sekarang ati ati deh dalam bersikap,kalo udah kena karma aduh udah deh sakit banget.
makanya jadiin ini pelajaran buat kita supaya ga nyakitin orang.oke !

xoxo

safuranazlah

B to the O to the S to the E to the N to the MAX

2010-03-13T19:19:00.001+07:00

Hey blogzzzyyy !! I'm back.
tadi pagi aku nangis loh,hehehe,why ? karena mama sama papa ku mau keluar kota.
sumpah yee sepi bener ga ada mereka,gue cuma bbm-an sama rere,deva,nita,farhan,sonia.
terus untungnya tadi pagi si rere ke rumah gue nemenin gue,kita makan aja di club house.Gue nelfon mami ber kali kali ga diangkat,katanya mami,hp nya di quite dan dia ga ngerti cara nge loudnya,ya Allah mami..punya bb kok ga ngerti makenya.
oke besok katanya mami mau kerumah,asikasik..tadinya hari ini gue mau dijemput sama papi terus disuruh nginep,tapi gue ga mau soalnya kalo gue nginep gue ga sekolah senennya,ogahlah nanti ga ketemu frog,haha gadeng canda :) . Nanti gue ga ketemu temen temen deh.
Oh ya katanya si sonia mau nginep dirumah gue,tapi jam segini belom dateng,huhu dia ga janji juga katanya,aduh son..gue udah melas begini ett dah.
si sonia ke kape dulu nemenin babenye,aduh..mudah mudahan jadi nginep dia disini,AMIN.
ah elah gue kagak ada kerjaan nih daritadi,apaan gue tuh cuma makan tidur ga jelas.
malah si hem..ga sms,bikin tambah bete !!
ayodong text me call me i need you in my life.
eh gue lagi seneng lagu lagu disco gitu dah,lumayan buat ngilangin stress gua !
masa ya ada lagu gitu yang persiiiis banget kayak kisah hidup gua,aduh lagu jaman sekarang (Y)
aduh kangen deh sama pacar,huhuhuhu i miss you justin to the max,wqwq.
gua saking stressnye nge gebet justin bieber.
eh gimane nih gue masih mikirin babicute,aduh gue ga enak sama dia.
yah...barusan sonia bbm gue,katanya dia ga jadi nginep !! yah yah sepi deh gue malem ini.
aduh gue masih kepikiran sama kegantengan cakka,alvin,rio,obiet deh.ih ganteng ganteng bener dah ah,coba ye kalo mereka lebih gede dari gue,gue gebet dah tuh,wqwq.
muah muah deh buat mereka ber empat.
hmm apaan lagi ya ? eh gue tuh suka nyesek gitu deh kalo ngeliat si... ah sumpah mau nangis :(
emang sih gue tuh harus mikir "that life must goes on without you" tapi gue ga bisaaaaaaaaaa..
gue tuh kayak "stuck in the middle with you" gitu..
ah jadi nangis kan nih gue,sambil dengerin lagu ini.
i love you more than you know tau ga ? ngerti ga ? tapi gua kecewa sih sama lo,lo ternyata womanizer,ck ga nyangka gua dan gua setengah ilfil.
But you got another girl she says she loves you too , ini yang gue takutin sumpah,gue ga tau harus gimana.
Who knew the senior would become lovers ?

Kissing,Hugging,Crying,Laughing,Loving

2010-03-12T22:50:00.000+07:00

I missed one thing, that is when we are together and take off all the sadness, playing, laughing, together. I really want to repeat all the events I've ever spent with you all. We laughed out loud like a bird flying free, without a load.

It warmest thing I ever felt, at your side, leaning on your shoulder, and feel the warmth of your body. Your voice in my ear is missing, I'm really really want, I want you to hold as before, while I feel cold.
(hugging)

When we parted, I felt cramped in here, I tried to keep him, even though it was heavy. Leaves are the worst thing I've ever done, and I'm sorry. If at some point I must leave you, if I can? I had to split up leaving my best friend, even people I love.
(crying).

There are moments during which we are pleased, laughed heartily, and did not think the burden of life. I really wanted that time period, and I do not want to miss it. Where I have to find it all? is there a place where I can laugh out loud? yes there is when I'm with you. (laughing)

I find it hard to distinguish this sense, I feel this is difficult. Since you left, I find it hard to get it back. You are irreplaceable.
find the true, and eternal. I do not want to look for, but let he's looking for. I've got friends, family, and me.
(loving)

♥ safuranazlah

Badmood

2010-03-12T21:21:00.000+07:00

CONGRATULATION buat orang orang yang udah bikin gua badmood hari ini.

1.Bokap nyokap : oke gua ga mau cerita panjang lebar,yang jelas gua badmood banget !! Gua tuh ada janji sama dema,ke pim besok,tapi apaan ? tiba tiba ngelarang gitu,ih.

2.BABICUTE : ini nama yang dikasih deva,buat satu orang yang gua gak ngerti sama dia,oke congrats yaa lo berhasil bikin gua nangis,njing !PUAS hah ? enak ya jadi lo,banyak followersnya,ih jadi iri sama lo,ck.

3. gua ga mau nyebutin,maaf banget,tapi lo juga udah bikin gua nangis,saking gua keselnya sama lo,lo tuh ya ga ada ngerti ngertinya sama gue,gua tuh juga manusia yang punya perasaan,fvck !

4. ini buat orang orang yang nge ask gue di formspring,eh setan lo ya semuanya ! gua udah bilang,kalo emang lo benci tuh bilang langsung !

maaf ya gua emosi banget hari ini,udah kayak ****** semuanya !!

hate that i love you

2010-03-12T16:04:00.000+07:00

That?s how much I love you
That?s how much I need you
And I can?t stand ya
Most everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for a while?

No, but you won?t let me
You upset me, girl, and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can?t remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can?t stay mad at you
For too long, that?s wrong

But, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don?t wanna fuss and fight no more
Said, I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you, boy
I can?t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you, boy
But I just can?t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it?s not fair how you take advantage of the fact
That I love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain?t right

One of these days, maybe your magic won?t affect me
And your kiss won?t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you?ll probably always have a spell on me

That?s how much I love you
That's how much I need you
That?s how much I love you
That?s how much I need you
And I hate that I love you so

you womanizer

2010-03-12T03:10:00.000+07:00

I was very surprised to hear a statement about you.
you were the same as the others, you are nothing more than a player.
I could only laugh, because I know you do not like that, I think you're good, and different, you were the same.
almost all the women in my class, you're close.
I'm sorry to say this, but I'm very disappointed. you need to know that I can not love too long, because your character is like that.

too much love will kill you

Insomnia

2010-03-12T02:43:00.000+07:00

Hey ! Aku terbangun loh,ah sumpah perut gue sakit banget ga tahan gua !!
gini nih kalo hari pertama gue dapet,pasti sakit,saking sakitnya gue bisa kebangun.
apalagi emak gue ya,yang ngelahirin gue ? ih sumpah ga bisa ngebayangin gue sakitnya kayak apa.
ini aja gue udah sakit banget.
aaaaah perut gue !!!! :(
sekarang gue bingung mau ngapain,ah elah ada kagak sih yang masih bangun hari gini ?
gile masih jam 2 pagi !!
gue buka tweetdeck,eh lamaaa banget ya Allah..
terus hp sepi,ya mana ada sms atau telfon jam segini,kecuali kalo gue masih pacaran sama fadhil,otp an dah jam segini.
tapi masa yak pas hari rabu kalo ga salah,jam 4 pagi ikha nelfon,tapi ga gue angkat,nyeseel :(
yaudah gue sms aja,taunya dia ngajak ke pim.
mana bisa gue ke pim hari gini ? kagak ada yang nganterin lah..
eh asik dah gue lagi dengerin lagi Ke$ha yang tic toc,huhuy mantep bener dah disco disco gimanaaa gitcyu,hahahaha.
aduh ada gak sih sesuatu yang bisa ngilangin sakit perut gue? sakit banget sumpah ga tahan.
oh ya mungkin gue kebangun gara gara banyak pikiran juga kali ya,hmm gimana enggak,gue mikirin masalah ini itu.
eh masa ya gue dapet hadiah gitu dari ayah,2 kebab buat nilai uts gue yang cukup memuaskan.
2 mata pelajaran gue ngalahin fani,coy !!
ga nyangka kan lu,gue bisa ngalahin fani ? Makanya jangan suka ngeremehin orang,ck.
emang sih gue ngalahin dia di mata pelajaran yang gak penting,tapi yaaaa okelah.
nanti deh kalo udah keluar semua nilainya,gue kasih tau.
aduh ngapain lagi ya ?
Oh ya,masa gue di tantang sama nita,besok harus ngajak frog pulang bareng,ebuseeet mana bisa ? Ah salah gue juga sih nantangin die suruh pulang bareng rijal,ya berani lah,malah demen kali,heheh damai nit :)
jadi gua sama risti dah kena.
Risti suruh pulang bareng Arie,gue pulang bareng frog,WTF gua ga mau !!!!!!!!!!!!
paling juga nita lupa,haha AMIN.

seputar orang aneh disekeliling saya.

2010-03-11T18:17:00.000+07:00

hmm ini tentang pertanyaan pertanyaan di formspring gua,sumpah ya aneh aneh banget bahkan nyebelin.
gua udah nyoba buat nge ignore pertanyaan pertanyaan itu,yaa maksudnya gue nyoba buat gak mikirin,tapi sumpah ya makin menjadi jadi.
contoh perntanyaannya begini :

BIMA SEMBODO!CIE SASA SEMBODO
gua jawab aja
UHUY !! BAGUS BENER YEK HA HA -________- ini siapa ?
gua udah kesel,to the max
ada lagi pertanyaan gini :
bimo sembodo
gua jawab gini :
bima kali ,udah ngatain salah lagi lu

oh iye ada yang kocak abis bilang gini : aku kodok
gue jawab aja : kasian banget sih lo,jadi kodok,haha

eh mana ada kodok bisa main komputer,bego !

adalagi nih yang sotoy abis :
kodok itu bima sembodo ?
gua jawab : who are you ?

eh sumpah ya maaf banget kalo gue jawabnya kayak gitu,lagian gue tuh gak suka aja,pada sotoy tau gak
eh nama gua safura nazlah ya buka Safura sembodo,atau sasha sembodo what ever the fckin name lah pokoknya, lagian dia kakak kelas gua woy ! nanti kalo ada apa apa gimane ? tanggung jawab mau ?

oke ini juga yang nyebelin,

hallo tukang labrak
gua jawab : hallo juga yang terlabrak

lw cntk,tp syank'a lw tknk labrak ! gw g srek ma lw
gua jawab : lo ganteng,tapi sayangnya alay ! gue kasian sama lo,ckck.

halo safurah nazla!! gw haters lw !!
gue jawab : Hallo juga !! Kalo berani pake nama dong njing,ga berani kan lo ? cupu

anjrit yeee pada nyebelin semua,eh kalo berani pake nama sini,takut kan lo ?

F for you

2010-03-11T18:12:00.000+07:00

I saw you from afar, very far, that is in my dream, and you smile.
but the moment I opened my eyes, and I do not find yourself
and I think I wanted to go back to that dream, but I can not: (
if we could be like before
back to love me, need me
I knew it would not be
because you have to go
I know you love another woman, and you're with her, disappointed
she now loves you, too, and I can not do anything, just cry alone.
many men who fill my day, but only you can fill my heart,not replaced.
I just love the "frog" but
I can not love him like
I love you, hard to replace
but I'll try to love others.
before I wanted to ask
Would you want to be mine?

muhammad arie fadhlillah

Devalia Mesha as Little Princess

2010-03-10T21:42:00.001+07:00

Namanya Devalia Mesha,hmm pertama kali gue kenal dia gue lupa,sumpah dah,hahhaa.
gue kayaknya paling sering main sama dia,hmm dia gue panggil Little Princess karna dia tuh udah kayak adek gue sendiri.Dia 3 tahun dibawah gue,tapi otaknya udah kayak 3 tahun diatas gue,hihi.
gue suka curhat apa apa sama dia,pasti yang pertama gue ceritain tuh dia dah,anaknya kocak banget,berani lagi,ckck.
foto gue yang paling banyak sama die,hahahaha.
lovelife gue sama dia juga kadang suka sama.
hahahaha pokoknye yek die best best deh,sama kayak semua !!
Maaf kalo foto kita cacat semua,memang begini adanya,sebenernye masih banyak nanti deh yaa gue posting lagi !!

I hope our friendship can be forever

xoxo

safuranazlah

Risti Azalia Naomi

2010-03-10T21:25:00.000+07:00

Risti Azalia Naomi itu panggilannya Risti, dia anaknya rame banget nget,jujur yek dulu gue kira elu kembaran sama erika,hahaha.
abisankan gini yak gua nanya ke risti "kelas berapa?" dia bilang "kelas 10"
pas gue tanya erika,erika bilang "kelas 1" nah yaudah gue kira samaan,taunya kakak adek,haha.
gak ada risti gak rame dah pokoknya.
hmm tapi katanya adenya gitu,dia lagi jeles sama temennya gara gara temennya deket sama gebetannya,huhu kalo itu aku,maaf ya sayaang :) aku gak suka kok sama dia,i'm just love frog and of course fadhil.
nah kalo risti banyak dah potonye.

masih banyak sih sebenernya,tapi banyak banget
selesai yaa tentang risti
i hope our friendship can be forever

xoxo

safuranazlah

Firda Qonita :)

2010-03-10T21:03:00.000+07:00

Pertama gue kenal Firda Qonita,itu di Fajar Hidayah,sekolah gue yang sekarang.
hmm panggilannya Nita,kesan pertama gua ngeliat orang ini,gue ngerasa kalo nih anak jutek,nyebelin,sok eksis,hahaha maap ya sayaaang :)
tapi kan sekarang gue udah tau anaknya kayak apa,sumpah gue salah nilai,dia baik banget nget,tapi suka ngambekan gitu.hehehe
makanya,pelajaran buat gue kalo ngeliat orang jangan dari tampangnya,liat hatinya.
oh ye,pas gue baru kenal nih,dia kan cuma ikut mos sekali,nah pas seminggu kedepannya die kagak ikut,haha perasaan gua tuh seneng bener pas dia kagak ada,Ya Allah,maafkan aku Nita :),abisan gue kira dia jutek gitu,taunya baik.
hmm foto nita ga banyak sih yang gue punya cuma yang :

Okedeh yaaa i hope our friendship can be forever :)

xoxo

safuranazlah

Ayuni Dwi Resita as My Mother :)

2010-03-10T20:34:00.000+07:00

Hari ini gue mau posting tentang sahabat sahabat gue,satu persatu.
hmm pertama Ayuni Dwi Resta,dia biasa dipanggil Rere,sumpah yek kenapa gue bilang dia kayak "ibu" nya anak anak,soalnye die tuh paling sabar gitu,dia kagak pernah marah,eh tapi gue pernah ngeliat dia marah sama papa amir,huahahaha sumpah kayak perang suami istri beneran,gua udah kayak anak bego ngeliatnya,oh ye die tuh mantannya amir,hahaha piss re.
pertama kali gue kenal dia,itu di kolam renang,gue sok SKSD gitu dah nyapa nyapa dia,minta nomer hpnye,wqwqwq..Soalnye gue kagak ada temen maen,paling sama deva doang.
yaudah akhirnya kita temenan deh sampe sekarang,dan I hope our friendship can be forever :)
hmm mau liat orangnye ? potonye yang gue punya aje yek,haha

maap yek freak,hahahaha

xoxo

safuranazlah

When I met you boy my heart went knock knock

2010-03-09T21:21:00.000+07:00

Gue gak ngerti ya apa gue suka sama dia beneran atau enggak,tapi enggak ah,dia udah punya cewek,hahaha gue kalo suka sama dia tambah hopeless aja dah.
hmm tapi kayaknya kagak kagak,dan gak boleh,oke gue cuma nge fans sama dia,dan itu gak lebih.
ah tapi kalo lagi ngobrol sama dia,suka grogi gitu,terus deg deg-an,wqwq norak bener dah gua.
ih tapi gue malu banget dah pas dia ngeliat gue jatoh.
dia tuh suka nge jayus gitu masa,hahaha lucu dah pokoknya,udah gitu dia polos polos lucu gimanaaa gitu.
Yang gue suka dari dia tuh polosnya sama cool gitcyu.
gak tau ya gue suka aja cowok polos,dari fadhil,frog,terus dia.
kalo secara fisik ya,dia tuh tinggi banget,oke gua demen yang kayak gitu.
apalagi nih ya kalo dia bisa nyanyi + main gitar,oke baru gua suka sama dia.Tapi gue belom liat dia main gitar sama nyanyi sih,kalo emang dia bisa hem..

I'ma be your one girl you'll be my number one guy ♥

eh tapi masa ya,gua sama dia tuh gak smsan bahkan temenan di FB aja kagak,hahaha.
gue sengaja ngasih dia nama patrick,supaya gak ketauan,dan bener deh gak ada yang tau.
hahaha pada nyari nyari gitu deh,apalagi si berbi,penasaraaaaan banget dah siape.
hahaha biarin dah dia nyari,gak bakalan dapet.
eh tapi gua kagak suka ya,gue kan orangnya konsisten,suka sama ini ya ini,gak move on move on,kalo emang move on,yaa paling ga suka sama siapa siapa.
ah !! Tapi ya gitu,gue suka grogi ga jelas kalo ada dia,apalagi waktu itu dia nyapa gue,hahaha senyumnya itu,azeek.
Eh gue suka iri deh sama lovelifenya Rizha yang udah punya Angga >> long last yaa hihi
terus sama Nita yang sama sama suka sama Rijal
Risti yang juga lancar lancar aja PDKT sama Monkeynya.
Dema,gua paling iri sama lo,huhu dia abis dapet coklat gitu dari cowok,mau deh dapet coklat juga !! Sweet banget deh ih.
oke ya its time to go to bed,lagian tadi juga gue bilang sama frog mau tidur,eh malah posting ckck.
Maafkan aku frog,abisnya laptopnya menggoda sih,hahaha.
hem,ini gue tidur ya,byeee

xoxo

safuranazlah

I heard, and I feel

2010-03-09T20:34:00.000+07:00

Ini tentang seorang anak di sekolah gue,hmm sebut aja namanya doni.
gue gak bisa nerangin secara detail tentang si doni ini,soalnya apa yang mau gue ceritain itu adalah privasinya dia sebenernya.
Berawal dari tiba tiba dia tuh pindah,rumahnya yang tadinya di kotwis pindah ke daerah yang rumahnya tuh jarang jarang banget,dan gua berani jamin pasti antar tetangganya gak ada yang kenal,oh ya rumahnya dia tuh kanan kiri depan tuh kayak lapangan kosong.
awalnya biasa gitu,tapi lama lama ada yang ganjil dari si doni,kenapa dia pindah ? terus pas pagi pagi ada kejadian dirumahnya,hmm dia tuh kayak dijahatin sama pembantunya,masa ya dia lagi pake baju seragam,eh sama pembantunya dibilang lagi sakit,yaudah sama jemputannya ditinggalin deh,terus si doni ini lari lari ngejer jemputannya.Parah banget kan ? oh ya lebih parahnya lagi nih ya,si doni ini tuh cerita,katanya dia tus suka dikata katain gitu sama ibunya,gila kali tuh ya?masa anak kandung dikatain anjing monyet babi setan dan sebagainya,parah banget sumpah.
oh ya dulu nih si doni bilang,dia malah suka digamparin sama nyokapnya.Ya Allah,pas denger si doni cerita,gue mau nangis dan emang udah nangis.
gue gak tega aja gitu,anak itukan anugrah yang mesti kita jaga,kenapa malah disakitin kayak gitu ?
oh ya gue sempet nanya gini ke doni

"kalo mama kamu meninggal,kamu sedih gak?"

gue siok bener pas denger si doni bilang

"kalo mama berubah jadi baik,aku sedih tapi kalo gak semoga dia masuk neraka,AMIN"

sumpah kaget gua,saking dia udah sakit hati sama ibunya,sampe sampe dia bilang gitu.
gue gak tega banget,dari denger ceritanya aja,gue yakin si doni pasti tersiksa batinnya.
gue bersyukur banget ayah sama ibu gue masih sayang sama gue,jangankan mukul,nyubit aja gak pernah.
tapi gua kasiaaan sama doni :'(
Ya Allah,doni yang sabar yaa..

Just keep in my mind

2010-03-08T20:21:00.000+07:00

I promise not to trust him again, I promise I will still keep you in my heart. You always have a special room in my heart ♥

you are a drug when I was addicted.

2010-03-08T19:27:00.000+07:00

you are the sweetest drug, when I was needy.
now, where are you? hmm it seems you're out.
Can I have you again like before? I was not able to live without you, like people who consume drugs, and drugs were gone, then it will be addicted. I am without you, so I was tortured. I could not help myself to meet you, even if only briefly.
if you read this, please do not ignore, because I'm serious.
I need you, but you do not need me anymore
I love you, but you love someone else
I miss you, but you miss the other person.
only you can cure my addiction.
I've tried a variety of medications, but it seems you are suitable only for me.

MyFacts

2010-03-07T19:05:00.000+07:00

oke yaa this is my facts what i dislike and i like.

#Fact1 : saya gak bisa jauh jauh dari ayah
hmm kayak orang bilang "anak mami" kalo gua bukan,gua "anak ayah" hahaha,gue tuh cenderung lebih deket ke ayah daripada ke ibu,gue ngerasa ayah gue lebih baik aja.
dia tuh mau aja gitu berkorban buat gua.Contohnya kayak pas gue LDK,gue kan disuruh bawa macem macem,nah gak ada yang mau nemenin gue,soalnya ayah belom pulang,ibu capek katanya,yaudah gue ngambek kan tuh,nah pas ayah pulang rapat,sekitar jam 12 an,dia langsung ngajak gue pergi nyari barang barang itu,sumpah ya dia pulang rapat,capek,udah malem,tapi tetep dia beli.hmm yang kedua kan gua suka males belajar ya,nilai gua jadi jeblok gitu,nah ayah gue janji kalo peringkat 15 besar,gue dibeliin apa yang gue mau,nah pas bener gua peringkat 15,gue minta handphone,waktu itu masih jaman jamannya N73,nah gua minta yang music edition,harganya seharga javelin sekarang,nah gua ngotot mau itu kan,terus pas bayar,ternyata mesin credit card di nokianya rusak,terus ayah gua lari ke bawah,terus pas dateng dateng dia udah bawa duit gocapan segepok,jadi intinya tuh handphone belinya jadi cash,sumpah ya 5 juta itu gak murah,lo bayangin dia ngambil di ATM duit di tabungannya 5 juta,terus duitnya gocapan,gua gak tega jadinya.Besok dia mau ke Sulawesi huhu sedih gua.mau liat foto ayahku gak ? hihi ini yaa
#Fact2 : saya takut dengan penganten.
kata orang orang,fobia sama penganten aneh masa,ah kagak ah buat gua,yaa karena gua fobia sama penganten,haha.
kenapa ? gua ga tau kenapa gue bisa takut sama penganten,serem aja gitu kalo diliat,apalagi sama penganten yang adat tuh,idialah gua gak berani dah.
malahan tadi siang mak gua ngajak gua ke kawinan,mana gua mau.
gue pernah diketawain gitu sama rizha,katanya gue aneh ya gakpapa lah,hahaha
eh si rizha juga pernah nanya kalo gua jadi penganten begimana ? yaa gue jadi penganten yang cantik lah,wqwqwq.
oh iye waktu kecil pernah gua narik narik emak gua supaya emak gua kagak pergi ke kondangan,hahahah dulu ya pikiran gue lebih parah lagi,gue takut emak gue dimakan sama tuh penganten,hahahha konyol bener dah ah gua,pokoknya sampe kapanpun gue takut sama penganten.-,-

#Fact3 : saya sangat sayang sama mantan saya
ini gak semua mantan gue ya..yang gue sayang tuh cuma fadhil doang.Masih sayang gua sama dia..ya Allah gue bingung yak kenapa sih gue gak bisa lepas dari dia ? dia aja bisa lepas dari gue.
tapi nih ye,kalo ditanya gua mau balikan lagi sama dia atau enggak,gue bilang kayaknya enggak deh,abisnya trauma sih,tapi kalo emang dia jodoh gua,yaa masa iya gua nolak takdir?Dia yang bikin gue trauma untuk sayang sama cowok,gue gak berani lagi sayang sama cowok,hmm biar aja orang yang ngedeketin gua,tapi gue udah gak deh buat ngedeketin cowok,takut.
oh ya ini yaa gue kasih fotonya fadhil,hmm yang gue punya aja,okey !!
Nah tuh die noh si fadhil,hehe gue cuma punya foto yang itu,hmm ada sih foto dia sama gue dan lain lain,tapi hmm posenya kagak enak,hahahahhaha.
eh masa ya ada orang yang ngaku ngaku fadhil gitcyu deych di MSN,hmm padahal pake MSNnya Riza,kembarannya fadhil.Ah sayang banget print screen nya ga bisa gua masukin kesini,nanti yaa kapan kapan.

#Fact4 : saya pernah kualat sama polisi.
nah ini nih yee konyol abis sumpah..jadi kan gini ya.
gue les piano gitu,nah disebelah tempat les gua ada kantor polisi,terus kebetulan di depan tempat les gua ntu ada orang ketabrak truk terus meninggal,nah kan polisi yang ngurus tuh,nah terus gua sama kak ega,beli es buah,terus es buahnya gue yang bawa,yaa sekitar 5 plastiklah,kan berat tuh,nah kebetulan polisinye temennya kak ega,nah yaudah gua kerjain aja,tuh polisi gua tanya tanyain kayak "om om itu kenapa sih om" "om truknya mana ?" "om sibuk ya ? cie.." pokoknya banyak dah,sampe tuh polisi cuma jawab "iya blabla" nah pas gua lagi nanya nanya gitu ya,eh ternyata plastik es buahnye jatoh ke aspal,huahahaha udah gitu gua diketawain sama kak ega sama mas aan,eh polisinye juga ikut ketawa,sumpah malu abis gua,udah gitu malah sambil ketawa polisinya ngebantuin ngeberesin es buahnya,sumpah yek kagak lagi lagi dah gua ngerjain polisi.

#Fact5 : saya kangen masa dulu
sumpah ya kalo disuruh milih,mau masa dulu atau masa sekarang,gua milih masa dulu,why ? dulu tuh masa masa gua bahagia,sekarang ? mana ada gua seneng.
mulai dari lovelife sampe hmm bisa dibilang karir gua,semua gak ada sesukses dulu.
dulu lovelife gue nyenengin,apalagi pas gue jadian sama fadhil.itu yang bener bener dreams come true banget,gue suka sama orang,gue sayang,gue deketin,dan akhirnya gue dapet,sekarang ? mana orang yang gue suka ? ga ada yang dapet tuh,gue juga gak sayang sama siapa siapa.
karir ? dulu gua tuh ya sering banget konser piano,yaa baru 6 kali sih,tapi itu adalah suatu prestasi yang bisa dibanggain sama orangtua gue,tapi sekarang ? gua malah gak lulus lulus ujian piano,malah gue disuruh berhenti piano.
oh ya,dulu gue tuh bebas,bisa kemana aja,mobil gua yang pake,tapi sekarang ? apaan gue pake jemputan,kemana mana harus naik kendaraan umum,sumpah ya gue kangen masa dulu wey !

#Fact6 : saya lebih suka cowok main musik dibanding cowok berkendaraan tapi tidak bisa apa apa
Jujur yek,gue tuh kagak terlalu tertarik sama cowok yang bawa mobil atau motor,hmm ya gue gak ngeliat dari dia punya mobil atau enggaknya.
gue lebih suka cowok yang bisa main alat musik + dia bisa nyiptain lagu daripada cowok yang cuma pamer dari kekayaan orangtuanya.
HELL-O itu harta punya orangtua lo,bukan punya lo,jadi sewaktu waktu bisa aja ditarik kan ?
kalo cowok yang kreatif gitukan emang dari dirinya dia,dia bisa menghasilkan duit dari ke kreatifannya dia,terus ya cowok yang bisa main musik + nyiptain lagu itu,kesannya romantis gitcyu..hihihi,walaupun gue gak suka cowok yang terlalu romantis,tapi yaa sekali sekali lah.

#Fact7 : saya mendambakan seorang kakak cowok
nah ini die nih,gue tuh pengeeen banget punya kakak cowok.Kayaknya asik,soalnya bisa ada yang ngelindungin gitu,makanya gue lebih banyak kakak kakakan cowok daripada cewek,abang gue jauh sih huhu,itu juga sepupu,tapi dia baik banget,kalo misalnya dia punya makanan,terus dia mau makan,tapi gua minta,yaudah dikasih ke gua dan dia ga jadi makan,hahaha.
terus nih ye dia tanggung jawab,dia ngejagain gua sama ade adenya kalo bokap nyokap lagi pergi.
dia pinter,nanti aja dia mau masuk kuliah kedokteran.ntar dia ke jakarta deh,asikasik !!
i miss you so bad bang :(. Ah ada yang mau jadi kakak gue ? hehe.

ah kayaknya segini aje deh yek,banyak sih soalnya..hehehe
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okedeh ya akyu tunggu *jabstyle

xoxo

safuranazlah

ohmygodfacttoday

2010-03-07T15:52:00.000+07:00

aduch w bocen deych < < alay mode on deh.
ih sumpah ye gue bete abis,udah si rere pake pulang lagi,huhu kan gue jadi gak ada temennya.
udah gitu yak si rere pulang tanpa rasa tanggung jawab gara gara abis matahin gantungan baju gua,huaahahhaha say goodbye for my hanger (ga tau spelling).
ah gini nih jadi anak satu satunya,gak enak sepi banget,sebenernye gue punya ade sih 2,tapi cowok semua dan udah punya kesibukan masing masing,lah gua ? gua cewe sendiri kaga ada temennye.
kerjaan gua ya cuma nonton dikamar,main laptop,makan,yaa gak jelas,hp sepi kagak ada yang sms,ck nasip gini bener dah ah.
ah gua patah hati deh kalo nonton idola cilik,haha soalnya si ray udah keluar,yah..udah deh si ganteng udah kagak ada lagi,hem tapi gakpapa masih ada si alvin,hihi.
ray tuh keren dah main drumnya,aduh..gua suka deh sama cowo yang bisa main alat musik,kayak ray main drum,kevin aprilio main piano,apalagi ya kalo cowo bisa main gitar,sumpah langsung jatuh cinta gua.
gue tuh seneng gitu kalo cowok bisa main gitar sambil nyanyi,udah gitu suaranya bagus ih gile kagak nahan bener gua.
Mau deh pas ulangtahun gua gitu,atau kapan ada cowok yang main gitar di depan gua sambil nyanyiin lagu your guardian angel terus dia nembak gua ato gak main piano sambil nyanyiin lagu ciptaannya buat gua,azeek. Ah..melting gua langsung.
hahaha tapi itu mimpi doang kali yek,ck.
eh gua sebel dah kemaren,nyesel yang bener bener nyesel..kan kemaren rumah gua rame yak,mama papa naila bunda papa bunda gua pada dateng ke rumah.
kan lagi ada berita gitu ya nah di berita itu lagi nyiarin Java Jazz Festival,nah terus gua hebring gitu di sebelah papa bunda (hmm itu panggilan gue buat om gue).

me : ih aku mau banget deh nonton java jazz
papa : lah ? kenapa gak minta sama papa ?
me : ha ? papa ada tiketnya ?
papa : ada
me : mau dong !!!!!!
papa : yah udah papa kasih orang
me : haaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!!! Yang hari apa ?
papa : yaaa yang 3 hari berturut turut.
me : kenapa gak kasih ke aku?
papa : papa gak tau kalo sasha suka jazz
me : aku suka banget pa...

oke gua langusng lemes,sumpah yek siapa sih yang gak mau tiket java jazz gratis udah gitu 3 hari berturut turut ? haaaaaa gua pengen banget padahal nonton java jazz.
apalagi tuh ya ada RAN sama Glen Friedly nya, ya Allah mau bener.
pokoknye nih ye gue taun depan harus nonton java jazz,ah mau !!!
pokoknye nih ye kalo berhubungan sama jazz,harus ajak gua !! Ah gue tuh suka banget sama musik jazz,nanti aja pianonya gue mau ngambil jazz,tunggu level 9 dulu dan semoga lulus AMIN.
yaa pop jazz juga gak papa.
pokoknye nih ye gue suka sama tompi,sama maliq & D'Essentials.
ah jadi mau nonton JGTC,masih ada kagak sih ?
pokoknye daripada band band alay jaman sekarang,mending gua dengerin jazz,uhuy lagunya enak deh.
ah pokoknya ya pa,kalo papa dapet tiket java jazz tahun depan,kasih ke aku yaaa :)

hey saya sedang bosan

2010-03-07T11:14:00.000+07:00

ya Allah panas bener ye ni hari,ckck.
apalagi si deva sama hany abis berenang,gile tuh anak dua bisa bener yak berenang panas gini.
yaudah gua sama rere ke KFC bentaran,eh kagak deng lama,hahaha makan spaghetti yang udah gua idam idamkan seminggu yang lalu,dan akhirnya baru kesampean sekarang,asik deh gue udah ga ngidam lagi sekarang.
terus gua ngobrol ngobrol gitu,sambil smsan sama..hem..frog...ah ga asik nih udah ketauan,ckck.
nah kan gua lagi makan tuh,nah si rere yang ngebacain smsnya,dan dia deh yang balesin,haha maap yak,bukan gua yang bales smsnya daritadi,tapi si rere noh.
nah terus ya pada ngebaca bacain smsnya gitu ya nah terus kalo gak rere atau deva bilang

"eh namanya si Bravo di hp lu apaan?"
gua : "hmm kagak ada namanya,hahahah"
"eh iye bener kagak ada namanya"
gua "iyalah orang kagak gua save"
"haha parah bener"

aduh maap yak,gua mau nge save lupa mulu,haha,tapi gua apal tenang aje :).
oh ye terus akhirnye si frog ngaku kalo sebenernye dia udah tau kalo dia tuh sebenernye si "frog"
gua kata juga apa,masa iya sih dia kagak tau ck,tapi tenang aje,gua kagak sayang sama elu,cuma suka doang.
ah gua bingung juga sih,gua ga bisa sayang sama orang,udah nyoba sih tapi setiap gua nyoba pasti gua berfikiran "ah dia gak kayak fadhil"
eh gua inget deh pas yang terakhir kali gua jalan sama fadhil,gua nonton tuh ya sama rame rame,terus fadhil bilang gini

fadhil : makasih ya sayang,jangan pernah tinggalin aku
gua: iya sayang sama sama,kamu juga ya
and then he **s* my ***s .

nah yaudah gua kan udah janji ga bakalan ninggalin dia,ya gua tepatin,gua ga pacaran lagi kan buktinya ?

eh sumpah gua bosen abis cerita cowok cowok cowok,hmm mau cerita apa ya ?
eh gua mau main!!! kemana aja plis,tapi duit gocap yang tadi pagi dikasih emak udah abis,huhu gara gara beli pulsa.
masa iya gua minta lagi ? ntar diomelin.
bb disita,hmm bagus gara gara trackballnye gua kasih aer eh rusak,hahaha tapikan ga sengaja aku..
dan akhirnya gua mau nyerpis N76 gua yang patah gara gara gak sengaja gua injek,hahaha gua tuh yek barang apa aja gua rusakin.
aduh gua pengen dah nonton cobra,huhu pasti sama papa gak boleh deh.
ah gua lagi gak enak badan nih,ih gua tuh ya suka bingung gitu,dari lahir gua penyakitan mulu,gua jadi kasian deh sama emak babe gue.
gue inget pas gue masih kecil tuh ya,malem malem asma gue kambuh,terus mak babe gue langsung bawa gue ke rumah sakit,terus gua dikasih kayak oksigen gitu,baru gua bisa tenang.
ih gue kasian sama mereka,udah sering gua repotin,makanya plis dong jangan sakit terus :(
apalagi babe gua noh,kalo gua sakit pasti dia beliin makanan apa aja yang gua mau,you're my superdad forever deh papa :).
pas gua bayi juga kata nyokap gua,gua sakit panas banget ga turun turun,terus babe gue ngebuka baju gue (uhuy kan masih bayi gitu) terus dia buka baju,terus gua ditaro diatas badannya dia terus bapak gua bilang "tularin aja penyakitnya ke ayah,supaya kamu sehat" egile baik bener bapak gua yak,ck.
ah gua kagak bisa ngebales apa apa sih.
pokoknye nih yak,kalo gua udah bisa nyari duit sendiri,mau gua senengin tuh orangtua gua,walaupun yaa gak seberapa lah.
ohiye gua kemaren kan ke pim yak,nah gua nemenin emak gua beli sepatu,karena gak dapet dapet,akhirnya gua bilang

gua : bu,gantian kek,aku mau ke pim 2 nih
emak: ngapain ?
gua:udah liat aja
emak:yaudah

nah kan gua ke pim 2,terus ke toko dimana gua rencananya mau beli kado buat si bravo,hehe.
mantep deh (Y) kalo gua niat yek,gua kasih deh buat elu.
pokoknya gua suka kalo ngeliat cowok pake itu,hahahaha keren aja kesannya.
eia,apakabar ya red gundam yang gua kasih ke fadhil ? pasti udah dibuang dah.
itukan pertama kali gua ngasih kado ke pacar,hehe.
eh pas gua ulangtahun dibales sama fadhil,dia ngasih hotpants gitu sama apaa gitu bentuknya mickey sama minie,sweet banget deh dia.
itu juga pertama kalinya gua dikasih kado sama pacar.
eh eh tapi yang mau gua beli ntu yak,belom tentu buat si bravo juga loh,siapa tau buat pacar gua ntar,hihi liat aja deh ya siapa yang bakalan gua kasih.

oke ya gua mau makan,laper

xoxo
safuranazlah

because of you

2010-03-07T11:00:00.000+07:00

Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowing that I won't

I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it’s all because of you
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out
Over you, over you, over you

leave get out

2010-03-07T08:09:00.000+07:00

I've been waiting all day for ya, babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
Tell me how we are gonna be together always
Hope you know when it's late at night
Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever

I never thought that any one
Could make me feel this way
Now that your here all I want
Is just a chance to say

Get out, leave right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late now and I can't wait
For you to be gone
'Cuz I know about her and I wonder
How I brought all the lies?
You said that you would treat me right
But you were just a waste of time

Tell me why your looking so confused?
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold?
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy, you must have gone and bumped your head
'Cuz you left her number on your phone

So now that through all that is said and done
Maybe I'm the one to blame
To think that you could be the one
Well it didn't work out that way

I wanted you right here with me
But I have no choice you've got to leave
'Cuz my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm say
I gave up on everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these eye eye eyesss

meteor shower

2010-03-06T18:38:00.000+07:00

I can finally see that you're right there beside me.
I am not my own, for I have been made new.
Please don't let me go, I desperately need you.

You Leave Me Breathless

2010-03-06T18:06:00.000+07:00

Last night, all smiles, we were holding hands.
And now you, wont share the bed with me,
Explain if you can.

We may not agree on this, but lets not fight.
Because who cares who is wrong or right? i
Feel like i can't breathe like this--your
Grip is too tight.

Taken by surprise, because i felt so secure.
Because all the things, that you've done,
Have let me wondering.

We may not agree on this, but lets not fight.
Because who cares who is wrong or right? i
Feel like i can't breathe like this--your
Grip is too tight.

You leave me breathless with your words

We can say that we've changed, together,
Another day--give me your hand, let me
Explain, because i've come to terms with
Who you are.

We may not agree on this, but lets not fight.
Because who cares who is wrong or right? i
Feel like i can't breathe like this-your grip
Is too tight--let's not fight. your grip is too,
Is too--tight.

You leave me breathless with your words.

Common Denominator

2010-03-06T18:03:00.000+07:00

It fills the air,
And I fall in love with you,
all over again
Ohhh

Your the light that faced the sun,
In my world,
Id face a thousand years of pain
For my girl

Out of all the things in life
that I could fear;Uh
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if your weren't here,
Woah

I don't wanna go back
To being just one half of the equation
You understand what I'm say'n?

Girl without you I am lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the Common Denominator.

Oh,Oh,Ohh,Oh
You're the Common Denominator.
Oh,Yeah,Woah

Before your love was low
Now your just my height,ay

Chase the game that would put
My cot in the side,ay

Broken heart rise up to say
Love is alive
You and I would stand
To be multipled,yeah

Out of all the things in life
that I could fear;Yeah
The only thing that would hurt me,
Is if your weren't here,
Woah

I don't wanna go back
To being just one half of the equation
You understand what I'm say'n?

Girl without you I am lost
Can't face this focus at heart
Between me and love
You're the Common Denominator.

Oh,Oh,Ohh,Oh
You're the Common Denominator.
Oh,Yeah,Woah

I'm never ever not,
Without your touch
Every kiss that you give it gives me heart
And to all the heart aching
Jealous females, hate it
I'ma hold it down for you.

You,Woah,Oh woah,
You're the Common Denominator.
Oh,Yeah,Woah

I dont' wanna go back,
Half of the equation, Woah Woah, Yeah
You're the Common Denominator.
Oh,Yeah,Woah

Just a fraction of your love
Fills the air

And I fall in love with you
All over again, yeah

where are you now

2010-03-06T17:57:00.000+07:00

Where are you now
When I need you the most
Why don't you take my hand
I want to be close

Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong

Take my hand and walk with me

I need you to set me free yeah

Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light